exhaustion

It hurts worse when I talk to you.

Why won’t you just leave me alone?

You don’t want me to hate you.

Well, I don’t want to love you,

and if I don’t hate you,

then I will.

I am so tired.

Exhausted.

I want to sleep you away.

But when I wake up you are still in my head.

I wish I could just forget you,

all of the pieces,

everything I learned.

I don’t think those memories are worth this pain.

I haven’t cried in days,

but you say one word to me,

and here I am.

I’m so ready to be over you.

It hurts you are over me.

I want to be done.

I want to have the strength to not answer.

I want to have the strength to not talk to you.

I cant keep doing this.

I can’t.