There is a reason behind my isolation. I never sleep easy because I am afraid of the next broken friendship. Tears, falling like rain– because I see the broken promises running away, one by one. A lot of people may not cherish the bonds that are established between them and others, but I do. I pay it much attention. When in all reality, it could be anyone of us to go at any moment and we will be stuck with that last negative thought. We live in a world where popularity over rules authenticity. Although I do not like this, I cannot be the only one to change it. But, what I can change is who I associate myself with. So, from this point on, my focus is thriving mentally, physically, and emotionally. I will no longer make time for the incapabilities of those who do not wish to not give up on our friendship when times get rough. I am not asking a lot of people when it comes to friendships because they are a give and take, just like a romantic relationship. With this new environment, comes new responsibilities. I refuse to surrender myself to negativity. I have to work harder in all aspects of my life. With that, I must have people on my side who are understanding of that and are willing to do the same. I want people around me who are all going for the same goal. That goal is to become better, at everything. I have allowed too many people to alter my mind, negatively, throughout the past couple of years. I have not been as vocal as I used to be about it, but those days are over. I am ready to take on every challenge and implement God every step of the way. If you are in for the long run, ready, set, let’s go! If not, it was fun while it lasted. Thank you for your time and your lessons. May God forever bless you and your family.
