I’ll let it be known that this post will be an exclusive look into the chaos that is currently unfolding in my brain in the current climate of the world. I don’t want to stick to the normal path that this blog could take (I.e. what have I been doing during the quarantine?, how has it affected my family?) I want to simply release my mind. Ideas will be thrown, questions will be asked, answers might not be given. See this as an unwinding of the mind. Maybe this will encourage you to do the same…maybe not. It helps me a lot when I just let go of all the random thoughts in my head and what I think about them. This is my madness…enjoy…
- Am I the only one highkey freaking out over the Corona Virus?
Yall. This is scaring me. I get sick 2-3 times a year around the same time and I honestly can’t afford to get sick or show any symptoms of the virus. I think the best option is to practice good cleanliness and simply staying to myself. Self quarantine and social distancing is what will get us through this.
2. Why do I feel seriously connected to my cat, Kit?
I have spent so much time in the house, I’ve started to feel a connection between my cat and I. I feel as if we both are trying to sleep our problems away and eat in between them. She has influenced a lot of lazy habits lately and with each day passed, I feel like we both are slowly falling into the same routine…the same lives. Truth be told, everything I do, Kit pretty much does the same in her little cat-like way.
3. The new music I have found is quite exquisite.
So, with all the free time I have accumulated, my journey to discovering new music is currently still going. I have found some gems on this journey and I have no doubt that I will find some more. This time at home has allowed me time to actually explore the music of different artists. I can sit by myself in my room in my bed and just listen to new music. It all has worked so well in the past weeks. I can only imagine what new music will cross my path during this time home.
4. Is the time slowly slipping away from us?
I woke up the other day, totally thinking it was Tuesday for some reason…but it was literally Friday. It didn’t feel like a Friday. It felt like a Tuesday. That is so weird. When I think it’s like 12 or 1 in the afternoon, it really is like 2 or 3 like??????? Where has this displacement came from? Is it my recent lack of routine? I have felt so much out of place lately and it is messing with my mental a little bit.
5. Twitter is top tier content.
If you don’t have a twitter…you should probably make an account. That app holds some of the best comedians I have ever had the chance to see. The jokes people are making in the midst of a global pandemic have had me ROLLING on the floor everyday. Not a hour passes where I’m not checking my twitter. Honestly, it is kind of unhealthy, but yolo!
6. I’m desperately missing the big bathroom MSA provided to us.
Oh how mad I am that I took the bathrooms in the dorms for granted. I didn’t appreciate the space they provided. The ROOM it provided to do things. I miss the big, clean mirror. I miss the ability to lock the doors…inside AND out. I miss the shelves I had to put my stuff in. I miss it all.
7. Cranberry juice and yogurt give me LIFE
My favorite quarantine snack so far. It fills me up and for some reason will put me to sleep. I have had this almost everyday this week and last week. I’m honestly so surprised I haven’t finished the box of juice and yogurt yet. If you don’t like these…you’re missing out…like…on a lot.
That’s all I have to share with you all today. Trust that there are plenty more random thoughts being passed around in my head. This was a good reliever on those thoughts. I already feel my head is a bit clearer.
How is your mind during this quarantine?
Okay, but I seriously relate to so much of this blog, lol. Like, I get seriously sick at least once a year, so I totally relate to the panic of showing the symptoms of Corona. I have also found so many new songs during my quarantine. Hope you’re doing well!
This is honestly so relatable. I have been around my cat all day, and I envy her because she sleeps all day. I have started listening to a heap of new music because I am always on the computer nowadays. Time does not exist because the days pass by too fast, but at the the same time I can not believe it has only been a week. And I miss the bathroom and dorm at MSA, and even the whole campus, heck. This situation is just too much, almost. For some reason I have no time to do anything, and completing assignments on the computer all day is making my head hurt.