Rating Transformers AGAIN…

Hey guys! 

 It’s been a long week and honestly, I have no inspiration for my blog this week. I usually have my soul set on something special or particular that I’ve been eager to talk about but not this week, so I guess we’ll just rate more transformers, since they always boost my spirits. However, I’m tired so these will probably be the lowest ratings ever. 

Megatron: -10,000,000,000/0 

Okay starting off with Megatron. THIS DUDE SUCKSSSS! He is the leader of the decepticons but he isn’t a leader at all. His powers are kind of cool, but I will never openly admit it because he sucks so much. He’s old as dirt and makes all the other decepticons to do his dirty work. The only time he fights for himself is when Optimus Prime challenges him because he knows that Optimus Prime will tear through any other decepticon put in front of him. Megatron still always loses. I was so happy when he was put away for good, but somehow, he always finds a way to bring his old metal crawling back. 

 

Star Scream: 100/10 

Okay, I thought I would hate every transformer in this blog, but I love Star scream, even though he’s a decepticon. He’s really cool, but his colors remind me of the American flag and America is deceptive. He’s really sneaky, but loud at the same time. He has these huge shoulder guns that look like they could be rockets. 

Soundwave: 50/10 

He has these beautiful blues surrounding his metal frame, and even though he’s a sneaky spy, I love his intelligence. He spies on the autoboots to get information on them. He’s like a cool tech guy instead of a nerd. Not that I have anything against nerds. He just makes decoding data, and intercepting signals look so cool. 


Arcee: 1,000/10 

Next! Arcee is a bright pink autobot. She has these super long legs and boy does she know how to use them. She was/is a science bot who didn’t really have any interest in fighting until the war between the decepticons and autobots started. She’s very quick and is certainly lethal when she pulls out her crossbow. Since Arcee is a science bot she sometimes uses a technology that allows her to control up to 3 bodies all at once. I think she’s great! 

Okay guys, that’s all for this week’s blog see you guys next week. I’m going to take a nap now. 

Byeeee! 

my favorite depeche mode songs

hello all !! so, fun news: i am most likely going to be seeing depeche mode for my birthday in october !! i’ve been a fan of this band for a while, and i’m honestly so excited because my mom is also a very big fan of them. i haven’t been to a concert since 2019, so i’m long overdue. and to be honest, i’ve been craving it. so, in honor of the very exciting news, i thought i’d rank my top 3 depeche mode songs, and tell you a little bit about why i love them !! they’re not in any particular order, they’re just three of my favorites !! i hope you enjoy:))


1. stories of old – some great reward

i absolutely love the backing track of this song, especially the melody that comes right after the chorus lines. the lyrics are also seriously addicting; i always find myself going crazy over the way they are sung, but that’s typical of a depeche mode song. my verses might be my second favorite part of the song, as the melody and twists they take totally have me at their will. i love love love this song and its stayed one of my favorites by them for a very long time. i really hope they play this one at the show !!

2. lie to me – some great reward

i honestly just recently found this song, but it has quickly found itself to the top of the list. a lot of similar themes with this one and the last one; i love the melodies and the lyrics. if the lyrics in the last song had me at their will, the lyrics in this song completely control me. i absolutely ADORE martin gore’s songwriting, and he’s one of my biggest inspirations for writing in general. a favorite line from this song is: belief is the way, the way of the innocent. and when i say innocent, i should say naive. so lie to me, but do it with sincerity. i absolutely go wild every time i hear these lines. i also love the main melody in this song, and it gets stuck in my head all the time. if they play this one at the show, i will go ballistic. 

3. a question of time – black celebration

while the other two songs prouded themselves in being my favorites lyric-wise, this one is the exact opposite. well, kind of. i do really love the lyrics- they’re EXTREMELY well written- but they honestly really get to me and disturb me. and honestly, i think that’s exactly what they wanted to do. the melody that plays after the chorus is a fave, and was the first component of the song that drew me to it. i first heard this song on my vinyl copy of one of their live shows, and it sounded amazing live. despite this being such a disturbing and unnerving song, i can’t not dance to it. now, if they played this song, i would go especially ballistic, but i wouldn’t be surprised. from what i know, it’s a fairly popular song. that doesn’t take away from how much i love it though. i especially hope they play this one !! 


short but really fun blog !! gave me an excuse to talk about seeing them live lmao. well, if you know any of these songs, let me know !! and please do give the band a listen !! i believe because they are so widely liked, anyone can get into the type of music they make !! i enjoyed writing this, i hope you enjoyed reading it. cya next week:)

Books on my Wishlist pt 2

So last week I started the short series of me listing books that I really hope to get in the near future and, this post will be the second and last part to that series. I also mentioned that I may or may not do something similar with movies/ tv series I want to watch soon.

Just like last week, if you read any of these books, please don’t say anything. But here is part 2; I hope you enjoy:)

1. Soul Taken

This book caught my attention a while ago and my understanding of what it’s about is a little foggy. From what I understand, though, it follows the story of a mechanic and shapeshifter named Mercy Thompson who has to search for the this vampire who disappeared. Given that he has a background of stalking, his disappearance may seem to be a good thing, but this leads to the fall of strong and carefully constructed alliances between Mercy’s pack. You can’t choose the victims, lol.

2. Out of Her Depth

The main character of this book is named Rachel who is a college student that found a job at Villa Medici- a pensione(a small hotel). There, Rachel is drawn in a circle of privileged sophisticates, including her co-worker, Diana. In the book, Diana helps Rachel catch the attention of the male MC, Sebastian. As the book continues, Rachel realizes that Diana has motivations on her own and someone dies. Rachel has to find out what’s really going on and make it out alive. This book caught my attention simply because it’s the genre I typically read, and it seems very interesting.

3. The Terminal List

On his last combat deployment, Lieutenant Commander James Reece’s entire team was killed in a catastrophic ambush that also claimed the lives of the aircrew sent in to rescue them. But when those dearest to him are murdered on the day of his homecoming, Reece discovers that this was not an act of war by a foreign enemy but a conspiracy that runs to the highest levels of government.
Now, with no family and free from the military’s command structure, Reece applies the lessons that he’s learned in over a decade of constant warfare toward avenging the deaths of his family and teammates. With breathless pacing and relentless suspense, Reece ruthlessly targets his enemies in the upper echelons of power without regard for the laws of combat or the rule of law. This isn’t normally something I’d  read, but it seemed very interesting. I know that they have the tv series on prime video but because I don’t use prime video, I can’t watch it so I’ll stick with the book, lol

So that is the last part of this series, I hope you enjoyed it and I’ll see you next week:)

Five Night’s at Freddy’s THE LORE pt. 9

Here we are again. Part 9. In the next blog (part 10) that should be the end of this series. I don’t know about you guys but I am personally enjoying writing it so much. Well get into part 10. 2 new character pictures are at the end. \

Henry set up advertisements for someone to play the roll of a pizzeria manager, so they could help him salvage the animatronics. Henry decided he didn’t want to create a new pizzeria. He let them employee purchase items themselves and create the pizzeria. With this new idea comes: Freddy Fazbear’s Pizza Place. Michael saw this going around everywhere. After all these years Michael thought Henry would have to know what happened with Williams disappearance, and what happened in general. Michael headed to the location not just to get answers but to make sure there were no more animatronics with spirits attached to them. Circus baby and Molten Freddy were lured to the pizzeria. They felt attracted to the place in hopes of it being like Circus Baby’s Pizza World. William heard about this location as well. He knew Henry was there and he wanted to kill henry, as well as Michael. So, William also goes toward the location. Throughout his nights working Michael met with many familiar faces. He met with molten freddy first, then scrap baby, he knew who’s spirit was in each one of these animatronics. He then encountered a new face, Lefty. Then, finally, he saw scrap trap. His father had survived the fire. Seeing them all still somehow alive was straight from Michael’s nightmares.

            Throughout Michaels shifts he remembered the tutorial tapes. How it always reminded him of Saturday.

            “There’s a big party here Saturday.”

            “Don’t forget Saturday.”

            “Make it through Saturday.”

            “You want them ALL to be in one place.”

            Something had been planned for Saturday and Michael knew something was going on. He wondered what all the old animatronics were doing here. Only Henry was there besides Michael himself. He knew Henry must already have a plan. A plan to end it all.

            Saturday came quick. Michael was once again defending himself from the animatronics like he did underground many years ago. This time it wasn’t so easy. Molten freddy comes into his office from the side, but he hears something. He hears the voice of his mother calling. Scrap trap quickly gets into the office in rage. He wanted nothing but to kill Michael right there. He gets close until Lefty comes in to fight off scrap trap. He turned against him. Michael ran as they fought trying to crawl through the vents until…

            “Connection terminated. I’m sorry to interrupt you, Elizabeth. If you still even remember that name. But I’m afraid you’ve been misinformed.”

            Henry’s voice came through the monitor as he readied himself to set the entire place a blaze. Henry’s plan was working. Like he claimed, Michael was too close and would die in the flames with the rest of them. William saw Michael going through the vents and tried to get to him. Michael then see’s his younger brother and sister welcoming him to rest with open arms. Michael turned back to look at William struggling to open the vent in flames. They said nothing more. Michael stepped into a light with his younger siblings as William submerged into the flames.

     “I’m sorry.”

            It was the first and only sorry William would say.

            There was one spirit unwilling to rest. Golden Freddy or Evan. William is burning up and his soul is going no where good. But even had other plans for William. Not down, not up, William can go somewhere else. Evan couldn’t forgive William. He forgave Michael. He saw how much Michael tried to avenge everyone by finding William. Evan wanted William to suffer the same torture he was put through. He wanted to see William take on every single animatronic at once. He wanted Williams creations to be the end of him, but this still wouldn’t satisfy enough. Evan made this happen to William, and since it wasn’t enough he brought in someone new, Dee Dee. He brought her to not only scare William but to give him even more to fight against. Evan watched William for days, weeks, years, who knows how long. Yet Evan wasn’t even sure if he was satisfied. He decided to add more and more animatronics to William’s purgatory. Until, while in the void Evan fell. He met old man consequences. He sat with the man while he told Evan: “Leave the demon to his demons. Rest your own soul. There is nothing else.” After almost 50 years Evan finally rests.

NEW CHARACTERS!!

Dee Dee

Scrap Trap (Afton)

Books on my Wish List

So, as y’all know well, I love to read and I thought I would do a two-part series of books that I haven’t read yet that I would love to own. Most of the ones I list are going to be the sequels to other books that I have read. And maybe once I’m done with this series I’ll do something similar but it’s going to be shows/movies that are on my to-watch list.

Anyways, without further ado, here’s my list of books I’d love to have. And if you have read any of the following books, don’t say anything, lol.

1. Crooked Kingdom

Okay, so I have read the first book, Six of Crows, and I loved it so I’m hopeful for this one. No, I have not see the Netflix series on this because I wanted to read the books first. Anyway, if you remember, I have said that I hate it when books, even good ones, that end in some sort of a major cliffhanger unless I know for sure there is or is going to be a sequel following it. In this case, of course, there is.  

2. Shadow and Bone (the whole series)

Yes, the whole series. If you’re unfamiliar with the books, they are not part of the Six of Crows series, but they are by the same author and they have very similar plots and from what I understand of them, some of the same characters making appearances. I have had my eyes on Shadow and Bone for a while and I didn’t realize it was the first of a series until fairly recently. Shadow and Bone is also the title of the Netflix series in which have the same characters from both series. Another reason I wanted to read these.

3. Terms and Conditions

This is the sequel to the book The Fine Print which I do have and am almost finished reading. This is a romance novel and in The Fine Print, it follows the story of Rowan Kane who is this morally grey billionaire that has to renovate his grandfather’s amusement park and meets this employee of the amusement park, Zahra, who is described in the book as “the personification of sunshine” and she turns Rowan’s world completely upside down. In Terms and Conditions, if I understand this right, follows the story of Rowan’s oldest brother, Declan. I’m not quite sure of the name of the female main character. But I love The Fine Print, so I don’t expect Terms and Conditions to disappoint me. *knocks on wood*

4. The New Girl

As far as I am aware, this is not a part of a series and if it is, this would be the first book of it. One of my very close friends from my old school has read this and she said it was very good, so I trust her, lol. If we are literally judging a book by its cover, you might think this is a murder mystery in which you’d be correct. This is my go-to genre but lately I’ve been basically experimenting with other genres to see if my preferred taste is the same. Anyways, this book follows the story of a girl named Lia, not sure if she’s a high school or college student, who witnesses a body being carried away. Of course, as typical for students in a thriller novel, Lia takes it upon herself to find out what is going on and in doing so, she uncovers the secrets of her school. 

Well, that was part 1 of two. I hoped you enjoyed it and I will see you next week:)

Favorite Transformers

Hey guys! My week has been going pretty well surprisingly, but I am a little sad internally. That’s okay though, because today’s blog is going to make me feel so much better. Today I’m going to be talking about my all-time favorite transformers. If you know me, you know I’ve wanted to be a transformer since I was little, and I still do. I solely believe that one day I will gain superpowers or change form or something of that nature. I’m more into the protagonists which are auto-bots than the antagonists which are decepticons. If you’ve never watched transformers, this may be a lot to take in, but it’s worth it, and I definitely recommend watching it.  

The first transformer I have is a decepticon and his name is Bone Crusher. He is so funny to me. He has this arm/claw that seems like it belongs on a forklift or a crane or something and he grabs people, or other transformers with it. Whatever he grabs usually ends up dead or smashed. His medical feet can also fold in, and these wheels come down and he starts skating. His ability to skate is my favorite attribute about him. I also really love his tan/khaki color. The neutral color really fits his off-putting demeanor.  

The second transformer which is my favorite transformer and maybe even my favorite thing of all time and he is BUMBLEBEE!!! Even though he is young and may not have many weapons, he always seems to be successful in battle. I really like the way he and Sam bonded. It is so intriguing to me. When he first came to Earth he couldn’t speak, and he was a very old car. He then adapted a newer model car, and his vocal cords were fixed by the team’s medic so eventually he began to speak. When he started speaking their relationship grew even stronger. Bumblebee always protected Sam and Sam did the same. They went everywhere together, and they were miserable without one another. Who knew a sports car could be a human’s soulmate? 

The third transformer I really love is Optimus Prime. Optimus Prime was one of the first transformers. He is literally ancient and has saved so many lives. He’s like the sweet grandpa that teaches his grandkids how to tie their shoes or how to use the potty. He has some cool colors too, red and blue with flames on his chest. He is just an iconic transformer over all, and he knows the history of their species and how to defeat historic decepticons who mean no good. 

Til next time guys, see you next week! 

sylvia plath’s “the surgeon at 2 a.m.” and my favorite lines from it

“the surgeon at 2 a.m.” is one of, if not my favorite poem by the poet sylvia plath. the moment i read it, i was hooked. i spent the later half of that night reading it over and over again, and even geeking out about the poem to my mother. so, i thought it would be fun to geek out about it to you guys as well!! here are my favorite lines from plath’s “the surgeon at 2 a.m.”

*this is not a literary analysis


The white light is artificial, and hygienic as heaven.
The microbes cannot survive it.
They are departing in their transparent garments, turned aside
From the scalpels and the rubber hands.
The scalded sheet is a snowfield, frozen and peaceful.
The body under it is in my hands.
As usual there is no face. A lump of Chinese white
With seven holes thumbed in. The soul is another light.
I have not seen it; it does not fly up.
Tonight it has receded like a ship’s light.

 

It is a garden I have to do with —- tubers and fruit
Oozing their jammy substances,
A mat of roots. My assistants hook them back.
Stenches and colors assail me.
This is the lung-tree.
These orchids are splendid. They spot and coil like snakes.
The heart is a red bell-bloom, in distress.
I am so small
In comparison to these organs!
I worm and hack in a purple wilderness.

The blood is a sunset. I admire it.
I am up to my elbows in it, red and squeaking.
Still is seeps me up, it is not exhausted.
So magical! A hot spring
I must seal off and let fill
The intricate, blue piping under this pale marble.
How I admire the Romans —-
Aqueducts, the Baths of Caracella, the eagle nose!
The body is a Roman thing.
It has shut its mouth on the stone pill of repose.

It is a statue the orderlies are wheeling off.
I have perfected it.
I am left with and arm or a leg,
A set of teeth, or stones
To rattle in a bottle and take home,
And tissues in slices—a pathological salami.
Tonight the parts are entombed in an icebox.
Tomorrow they will swim
In vinegar like saints’ relics.
Tomorrow the patient will have a clean, pink plastic limb.

Over one bed in the ward, a small blue light
Announces a new soul. The bed is blue.
Tonight, for this person, blue is a beautiful color.
The angels of morphia have borne him up.
He floats an inch from the ceiling,
Smelling the dawn drafts.
I walk among sleepers in gauze sarcophagi.
The red night lights are flat moons. They are dull with blood.
I am the sun, in my white coat,
Grey faces, shuttered by drugs, follow me like flowers.


it is a garden i have to deal with- tubers and fruit                oozing their jammy substances,                                                    a mat of roots. my assistants hook them back.

i absolutely love how this poem looks at organs; a garden. almost like a map of things, strategically placed inside every human being. 

this is the lung-tree                                                                            these orchids are splendid. they spot and coil like snakes.  the heart is a red-bloom, in distress.                                           i am so small                                                                                        in comparison to these organs!                                                     i worm and hack in a purple wilderness.

something so unnerving, yet presented as though it is a ‘purple wilderness’, full of red-bloom hearts and lung-trees, orchids and feats of great patience and time. 

the intricate, blue piping under this pale marble                  how i admire the romans-                                                            aqueducts, the baths of caracella, the eagle nose!                  the body is a roman thing.                                                              it has shut its mouth on the stone pill of repose.

probably my favorite set of lines in the poem. the body is a roman thing. that line persists through everything for me. i can feel my hands over the “marble” surface of skin, comparing it to the roman architecture of aqueducts. the stone pill of repose almost feels roman itself, and i can feel the cold stone statue of sleep on my face every time i read it.

tonight, for this person, blue is a beautiful color.
the angels of morphia have borne him up.
he floats an inch from the ceiling,
smelling the dawn drafts.
i walk among sleepers in gauze sarcophagi.
the red night lights are flat moons.                                       they are dull with blood.
i am the sun, in my white coat,
grey faces, shuttered by drugs, follow me like flowers.

almost this entire stanza staggers me. the portrayal of death is unlike no other; grey faces, shuttered by drugs, follow me like flowers. i can see languid movements instilled by death in my face, of course in the form of flowers. the garden theme starts out blooming, beating, and utterly alive. then, by the time we get to the end, the garden is dying. in a drug-like haze, this blooming, beating vessel is now slowly following someone else’s motions: the sun in their white coat. 


this poem is honestly so beautiful and utterly haunting. i will never get tired of it. i hope you enjoyed my short little commentary. see you next week:)

Five Nights at Freddy’s THE LORE pt. 8

Hello and welcome back to the never ending series of FNAF lore. We are very close to being finished. I would say about 2 more parts MAYBE 3. This week we leave off on several cliff hangers, but you can tell everything is coming to an end. There aren’t any brand new characters to introduce but I will add William and Michael as they have a new appearance. 

William was still locked in the room. Still inside the suit. He was thinking of all that has happened. Had it been one day? One week? One month? Who knows. He was stuck in the room rotting away, dealing with the pain of the spring locks. He would suffer the most here, in this section of his life. This would be the first time William ever felt guilt and regret. He thinks people are still there and working which made him hopeful someone would find him there.

30 years later

                Michael had been lurking in the shadows for 30 years searching for William. He was going to kill him for murdering his mother and sister. This would come sooner than Michel thought.

            “Father, its me Michael. I did it. I found it. It was right where you said it would be. They were all there. They didn’t recognize me at first, but then, they thought I was you. And I found her. I put her back together. Just like you asked me to. She’s free now, but something is wrong with me. I should be dead, but I’m not. I’ve been living in shadows. There is only one thing left for me to do now. I’m going to come find you. Im going to come find you…”

            In the year 2023 a new location opens up based on the myths and rumors of Freddy Fazbear’s Pizzeria and Fredbears Family Diner. It was filled with items from these locations giving it the title of a horror attraction. This location was called Fazbear’s Fright. This had the potential to go well, but while searching the locations for new items “phone guy” comes across two things.

            “Hey, man, okay! I have some awesome news for you. First of all, we found some vintage audio training cassettes. Dude, these are like prehistoric! I think they were, like, training tapes for other employees or something like that, so, I thought we could, like, have them playing, like over the speakers as people walk through the attraction. Dude, that’d make this place feel legit, man! But I have an even better surprise for you. And you’re not gonna believe this. We found one. A real one. Uh-uh-uhh, gotta go! Uh, we-well, look, it’s in there somewhere, I-I’m sure you’ll see it. Okay, I’ll leave you with some of this great audio I found. Talk to you later, man!”

     Soon enough they would unleash a horror that was locked away 30 years ago. Michael hears the news of this new location. He heard they found a new animatronic suit that still works and would be used as the main attraction for the new location. Michael knew this wasn’t a normal run down animatronic. He felt the same connection to it he felt with Ballora and Circus Baby. This was his father, William. He traveled to Fazbear’s Frights with a match in hand. Ready to take William down once and for all.

            Michael lights this place to flames and fought William 1 on 1 with an axe. As Michael escapes the fire William makes his final demise. The spirits rejoiced in Williams ending and decided to go to the old location where they were once buried 40 years ago. They sit on the empty seats as the marionette puppet comes to see them happy. The spirits of Freddy, Bonnie, Chica, and Foxy were ready to rest, but golden freddy couldn’t be pleased. One of his two spirits were happy and decided to rest with the others. They completed the birthday party that was cut short years ago. Now they were pleased, and finally set free of their eternal cages. The puppet and the final spirit inside golden freddy were all that’s left out of the six of them. They wanted to make sure all that William caused was undone. Golden freddy was vengeful, unwilling to leave so early.

            William was burning in the same capsule he had been held in for 30 years, struggling to survive as the suit was being destroyed. The more and more he kept burning the more he would loose from the suit and the quicker his death creeped up. His suit destroyed more and more exposing his skull. In order for Michael to escape the fire he would need to be near an exit obviously. He was close by William which meant William was close by the exit as well. William could possibly escape and be free once more. Both their eyes locked to the exit.

            Henry sat in sorrow for many many years. He was living with many thoughts, one being William escaping the room he was locked in. But he sat most with the knowledge of something being weird with the robots. The knowledge that something else is in them.

            “These animatronics…they’re-they’re alive, but how? How did William do it? How did he get my daughter inside of that…thing?”

            This kept Henry awake at night. Sure all of the animatronics had been destroyed, but what about Williams own creations? Henry was well aware of them. And Michael, where was he? There were loose ends that Henry needed to solve and finish for good. Henry thought for years about this and made tapes to describe his thoughts. Eventually an idea struck his mind. He grabbed his recorder and hit record.

 

William Afton (new animatronic design) I included a closer picture because you can see William’s body inside of this animatronic. 

Michael Afton (old and crusty)

my honest breaking bad opinions

hello there !! so recently, i finally started watching the series breaking bad. i know, i’m incredibly late to it. but the only reason i started watching it in the first place was so i could watch better call saul without having any questions. well, i ended up enjoying breaking bad so much that i decided to devote my time to exclusively watching it, well, and the last of us. as i was binge watching this show, very strong opinions started to form. then, i realized that those opinions were not popular. in the slightest. so, you know what you do with unpopular opinions? you tell everyone so people can get mad at you. that’s what i’m doing.

**i have not finished the series yet, so my opinions are based on my current knowledge**


1. skyler did nothing wrong.

everyone hates skyler, and for what?? she’s a loving wife who has one teenager with cerebral palsy, and is pregnant with another child on the way. her husband is always disconnected from her and the family and then they find out he has cancer. she tries her hardest to figure out what’s going on with him, and then he completely disappears. AND THEN, he’s found naked in a supermarket, and it is revealed that he has a second phone that he is hiding from her. and we hate skyler here? all she’s doing is trying to keep her family together, and trying to keep her husband ALIVE. so what if walter said he doesn’t want treatment? it is his body, and it is his choice, but it’s an incredibly selfish one because he later finds out that he is in remission. imagine if he 100% declined treatment despite skyler’s worries. he would of gotten worse, died, and left skyler with two children and barely any money (because he isn’t even that good at what he does; selling what he cooks). fact of the matter is, skyler is a good mother and a good wife, and she doesn’t deserve all the hate she gets. i believe it all stems from misogynistic roots. 

2. walter white sucks

yeah he does. he’s a horrible father/husband, and he’s an even worse friend. he leaves his family for weeks at a time, and lies about it all together. he also lies to everyone else about anything he possibly can. he lies about going “missing”, he lies about getting the money for treatment, he lies about his second phone, and he even lies to jesse about the methylamine “spoiling.” he treats jesse horribly and basically forces him to give up plans with his girlfriend to go out hundreds of miles into the desert to… cook… with him. he cares for no one but himself, and you can’t convince me otherwise. i know he’s only doing this to provide money for his family, but he’s completely tearing the family apart while doing so. AND HE’S IN REMISSION.

3. hank also really sucks

i feel bad for him at some parts, but mostly i hate him. his character is so hateable, but also i do really feel bad for him. i think it’s towards the middle of the series where my hatred for his character turns into empathy. but don’t mistake empathy for forgiveness, i feel bad for him and i wish he didn’t go through what he did, but i still hate him. 


honestly i lost all passion for this blog so i’m going to end it here. cya.

What will I do with my life?

So, I felt that I might share my ideal college and career path. My choices and options have definitely changed over the years, but I’ve finally come to a set conclusion of what I will be looking forward to the next few years after graduating MSA. Full disclosure: I do want to pursue writing in my career but there is a bit more to it than that. I have been a big fan of graphic/digital art a long time and I thought I could incorporate that with creative writing. My main goal is to one day become a novelist and graphic novelist.

I will start my college career at Southwest Mississippi Community College in Summit, Mississippi for the first two years.

Now, this was something that’s been planned for years and it was the easiest choice because it’s less than ten minutes from where I live and it’s right across the street from my old school. Plus, I already know that the majority of my friends from my old school will be going there, too. There, I would be taking programs in graphic design.

 

Attend USM for four years

This was a choice that kept changing over again, because there were certain institutes that were specifically for art and design but none were close enough to home and costs were outside what we could afford. There, I will major in creative writing and minoring in graphic design. And there are people I know very well that are also planning to go to USM,

Start adulting in Tennessee!

After college, I plan to move to Tennessee, particularly in a city that’s still relatively close to Mississippi so that it’s not so long of a drive when I visit home. Probably a place like Memphis or something like that. I always found Tennessee to be a beautiful state and I also have some family there, so it’s not like I’ll be totally alone when I get there, lol.

Anyways, that’s my plan but of course it’s not a totally 100% sure thing because plans tend to change. I hope that you’ve enjoyed this post and I’ll see you next week:)