Hello guys…. Honestly this blog is just gonna be how I’ve felt since moving to this school. Also, I wanna preface all of this with I LOVE my life and I love this school and all the opportunities I have but like also its kinda expected for me to be stressed out!!! And I want to vent some of that out!!!! And I’m sure at least some of you can relate to it
There is literally ALWAYS something to do. Everywhere. Theres always an assignment I could (should) be writing and if I’ve already written it I could be improving or revising before I submit it. Theres like 3 things to turn in while I’m writing this!!! Did I make my first blog about procrastination… maybe. Have I also not started my homework due by the end of the day…. also maybe. (editing rn I did finish that homework like an hour after writing this).
Even when I think I’ve finished my school work there’s something else to do. Miraculously my rooms always a mess and I NEVER have time to clean it other than cleaning night (yes I do I’m just lazy). Theres somehow always laundry to do no matter how recently I thought I did it, and I just love doing it so much I love it. Can you hear the sarcasm in my voice.
Yes I am being a little dramatic but I’m STRESSED, but in all honesty it isn’t as bad as I make it out to be. I enjoy the routine being here’s given me even if I do get a little burnt out by it. I know it isn’t the same as an actual college students life, but I think I am being prepared for it (I hope at least if its even worse I might not survive omgs.). I LOVE being kept busy, distraction helps SO much with being anxious or any other mental issues, so that’s helped me overall.
Having a somewhat flexible schedule is REALLY nice for me because I am so insanely unproductive without a schedule like its not even funny,, but also really strict schedules completely burn me out. Ik I’m just expanding on what I said about routines but I LOVE routines. Systems and organization are big things I need in my life.
Anyway to focus less ono the actual aspects of living my life, I’ve also been so much more hopeful for my future here!!!! I have actual friends here and they actually LIKE me (I hope so at least), and we hang out and stuff and I actually TALK to them. I kinda sound like a loser here but you gotta understand I’ve never really been good at making friends guys so it’s a weird thing for me when they’re not terrible and evil.
Also I find I’ve been handling the work load better than I thought I would. Yes, it’s a lot, but I also though itd be so so much worse. And it finally clicked in my head that like.. this is a really good school!!! And colleges will recognize that!!! And I have a shot at a good college instead of having to settle for a community college!!! That’s something I’ve always been anxious about in my future so its nice that some of my worries are padded
That’s all for this week… I hope you can relate in SOME way and this isn’t just me yapping about myself for no reason, and I hope you have a good day!!!
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I thought I’d be squished and run over by now because of how stressful I thought this school would be😭Though, I found out it really ain’t that bad you just cannot procrastinate even a little. Which it’s all fine and dandy idm. Glad we share the same sentiment
procrastination is so relatable, especially as a literary.
This is so real. Love it!
SOOOO real. I’ve never procrastinated as bad as I have been lately.
Trust and believe that at least one of us relates to this. School is kicking me while I’m down, sure, but this school is also just an amazing environment that really fosters productivity.
some of this is pretty much exactly what i’ve been feeling occasionally over the weeks…VERY relatable.