It’s March! Let’s Talk about My favorite Christmas Movies

I never really had a show or movie series that I was passionate about when I was growing up. Though, I was raised by adults who had a heartfelt love for movie culture. I have watched all the Tyler Perry movies, every edition of Friday, Coming to America, and every good and bad version of Barbershop. I didn’t have a lot of control over our family remote.

Although the movies mentioned above now hold a special place in my heart, back then they didn’t really resonate with me. The only time I got to watch movies I liked was around Christmas, whether it was a romantic comedy or a beautifully animated cartoon, I always took to seasonal movies more. Since nobody can ever really turn down a good Christmas movie, one of my first memories is watching The Nightmare Before Christmas with my grandma on Christmas Eve. In today’s blog, I want to talk about a few Christmas films that first resonated with me.

Polar Express:

Even though I’m still young and building what I will consider my “youth” one day, I consider the most prominent points of my childhood to have been around 2010-2018. Polar Express came out in 2004. This movie caught my eye because I never saw a film that was animated like it was. It has a realistic 3D animation type, and although that’s pretty common to see these days, it was not common to six-year-old me.

 I didn’t recognize the feeling back then, but when I first saw the film, I got a deep sense of uncanny valley. I was really drawn to the plot, which is basically a kid leaving his house in the middle of the night to catch a train and discover if Santa Claus is real or not. It sounded a lot more adventurous when I was a kid, but I can probably watch this movie at any point in my life and still love it with all my heart.

Edward Scissorhands:

My first time watching Edward Scissorhands was more recent than one might think. By recent, I mean last year. Some of my friends introduced it to me once they heard I’d never seen it before. I’m interested in anything that’s made by Tim burton. I love all his films and admire the way he uses his creative freedom. In this movie, and a few of his others, he uses color in an interesting way. I like to describe it as everything being a different color, but in the same shade or hue, and it creates this since of parallelism.

 I love movies that interact with color like this, because it signifies the universe of the movie is unique from our own. Or at least that’s how I think of it. I know some people like to argue that this is a Halloween movie, and I can totally see how that comes to mind, but this film has always felt like a Christmas movie to me. Even though the plot might seem like a good Halloween movie, there are a lot of aspects of the Holidays here, so I really disagree with that.

Gremlins:

Though Gremlins is considered a less-cuddly type of Christmas movie, it has always been one of my favorites. I watched it when was a little older, around my pre-teen years, so I was mature enough to not be terrified of the microwave scene (ifykyk). Gremlins came out in 1984, and it was popular before I even watched it. It’s about this Gadget Salesman that purchases a pet for his son at a sketchy shop, and the store owner give him very specific instructions to keep the pet from basically turning into a monster.

The guy buys it anyway, gives it to his son for Christmas, the son doesn’t adhere to his dad’s instructions, then the pet turns into a monster and procreates little versions of himself. So now, the entire town is full of furry, sharp-toothed Gremlins running around and terrorizing people on Christmas. It’s a lot funnier than it sounds. I also like this movie because the plot was really unique to me at the time, since I’d never seen a holiday movie mixed with horror before. I really encourage you to watch this one if not anything else.

Overwatch and how the story is progressing

As we all know, I love Overwatch, but I can admit that the game had been in a rough state. But Overwatch went big, removing the 2, and going back to just Overwatch. This change brought us a brand-new season one with FIVE new characters being added at once, and ten by the end of the year. The last time more than one hero was released at a time was right when Overwatch became Overwatch 2 releasing Sojourn, Junker Queen, and Kiriko. The five characters added were Anran, Emre, Mizuki, Domina (Vaira Singhania), and Jetpack Cat (Fika). These characters have brought with them stories to add into the Overwatch Lore.

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As each character is released, lore is added to the story automatically, but Overwatch has actually taken a step at moving it along. Back in the day, animatics were made for characters, which soon went to just short stories and comics, with the occasional animated short. Many people complained, and Overwatch listened. Recently, a character named Vendetta (Marzia Bartalotti) was added. To summarize her story, her father Antonia Bartalotti was killed by Blackwatch, a secret group that Overwatch had, when she was a little girl. She was kicked out of her home and lost everything and has now grown to get revenge. Vendetta takes over Talon after fighting Doomfist (Akande Ogundimu), and that’s where we are now

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she walked in, served, and killed one of the most powerful people in lore

Many people didn’t like this though. Doomfist is arguably, the strongest person lore wise in the game. Akande fought hard and took many lives to get to his position as the Doomfist, like to become the Doomfist, you have to kill the current one and take the Doomfist (how many times am I gonna have to type Doomfist??). He has almost beat Overwatch countless times, and I think he didn’t because THEY ran. He got arrested, walked straight out of jail took over Talon, then got overthrown by the random angry woman who no one really knew until now (well because she just came out in game but also, she’s pretty young). But the thing is. He isn’t really dead.

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I can’t find pictures of his fall but look at him. He’s so evil, everything he has done is for unexplained reasons, he just starts chaos just because he’s able to. Anyway. While him and Vendetta are fighting, he falls out of the building. We never see his body. In game map changes have shown that the news is looking for him. He’s still alive… There are many theories about this. Some thinks he did die, others are convinced that he allowed Vendetta to win just to see the chaos unfold, others just hate Vendetta idk. Anyway, she’s making big moves, and three members of Talon have left because they don’t want to work with Vendetta. Too bad that doesn’t matter because every organization in the game is evil, except Overwatch and the Wayfinder Society, and they all work with Talon, except like null sector and like the deep-sea raiders. I was gonna do a blog on all the organizations, but there’s too many…. Moral is, Overwatch is making big moves, story and gam wise, and I’m so excited for what’s to come. 

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Dead Poets Society in Retrospect

Released in 1989, Dead Poets Society is a cult classic movie about boyhood, creativity, and mental health. The screenplay was written by Tom Schulman and the movie was directed by Peter Weir. The film starred popular actors in their youth, such as Ethan Hawke, Robert Sean Leonard, and the late Robin Williams. There are many topics that the film handles extremely well, which is why it has become such a cult classic and fan favorite through multiple generations. However, there are still many issues with the film that have been ignored and looked over in its popularity. In this blog, I will be discussing the successes and failures of this movie, as well as how I personally would change things up. 

For those who may not know, Dead Poets Society is about a group of wealthy, white men who are in their senior year at a prestigious private boarding school. The film also takes place somewhere around 1959-1960, which is another aspect of context that I find particularly important. The film discusses a number of themes, though the central focus is around these young men breaking out of the status quo and seizing the day, so they might seize their whole life. 

Many of the main characters feel bound to the expectations of their fathers- other rich white men with successful careers. Multiple characters express the dread they feel, knowing their future had been completely orchestrated by their parents and they’re cursed with following in their father’s footsteps. For characters like Neil Perry (played by Robert Sean Leonard), this expectation is too much. Neil has dreams of pursuing theater and acting, as he has a strong love for the arts. However, Neil’s father forbids this life and expects his son to follow after him. 

Neil’s character is a perfect example of the successes of Dead Poets Society. Neil Perry is a creative, light hearted, and extroverted person. He is brave enough to go against his father’s wishes and audition for a local production of Shakespeare’s A Midsummer Night’s Dream. Throughout the movie, Neil is shown to be happy and carefree. He is caring and kind toward his friends, he does well in school, he gets along with others. When he gets to perform in A Midsummer Night’s Dream, Neil is shown to be truly and completely happy. His friends attend the performance and get to enjoy it with him. However, Neil’s father is also there. After the play, Neil’s father takes him home and threatens him with military school. Neil feels stuck. He truly believes that he’ll never be able to live his true self, because of his father. This realization and subsequent dread leads Neil to suicide. 

Neil Perry is a uniquely perfect example of what depression and suicidal ideation can look like in people. The movie does an excellent job at showing how free Neil feels on stage and pursuing his love for acting, as well as the horrid contrast of the life his parents have forced upon him. The movie shows what is truly at stake for Neil if he follows after his father. Neil’s rebellion- acting in the play, starting the dead poets society- has true purpose and meaning within the film and his character. 

The other characters in Dead Poets Society are not nearly as well rounded. For example, Charlie Dalton is more or less the comedic relief of the movie. He is crude and charismatic. He wants to rebel against his dad and against the higher ups at his school, but he doesn’t truly pursue that rebellion. There is nothing truly revolutionary about Charlie’s beliefs. In fact, he’s pretty racist and misogynistic. He only cares about breaking the status quo when it suits him. 

Similarly, Knox Overstreet is another character who falls flat in his revolutionary beliefs. He objectifies women and gropes a girl he allegedly is in love with, while she’s in a relationship with someone else. He also completely abandons his friends to try and pursue a girl who wants nothing to do with him. On top of all of that, he doesn’t seem all too interested in rebelling against the system at all. He is aware of how the world serves him, as he is a wealthy white man, and he’s content with keeping it that way. 

There are characters who, while not detrimental in their characteristics, fall flat and could’ve been much more compelling. Stephen Meeks and Gerrad Pitts (I put them together because they are inseparable in the movie and in how they’re written) are both extremely smart and have a lot of opportunities open for them because of that. Pitts talks about possibly going to Yale. He and Meeks engineer an illegal radio so they can listen to music and dance in their free time. They are both supportive of Neil’s dead poets society and avidly participate in meetings. However, we don’t get to know much more about them besides these things. In my opinion, these two could’ve provided a whole different perspective to the revolutionary beliefs shared throughout the movie. The two characters inspired one of my own short stories, specifically the radio that they created and the implications of this creation. I truly feel these two had much more potential, but they were washed to the background by Knox and Charlie. 

Similarly, Todd Anderson is a wonderfully written character who struggles with anxiety, family issues, and the expectations of him to become just like his older brother. He also grows extremely close with Neil Perry, to the point there is speculation about the nature of their friendship. The two were extremely close and, after learning about Neil’s death, Todd is lost and distraught. Throughout the movie, we get to see Todd embrace his talent as a poet and become more and more confident in himself. However, we don’t get to know much more about him. To some extent, we only really see him through how he affects others. We see how he cares for and assists Neil Perry. We see how he inspires their teacher, Mr. Keating. We see how the other dead poets society members appreciate him. We don’t get to hear how he feels or what he wants. His character could’ve provided much more to the plot as a whole if we got to hear more from him and his perspective. 

While a controversial character, I also feel that Richard Cameron could’ve provided more to the story. I appreciate the inclusion of a character who is anxious or simply against his friend’s desire to rebel and break the rules. I wish there was more to why he feels this way though. He is shown to be a teacher’s pet and a snitch, but we don’t get to know why. I wish we could’ve learned more about him and his motives. 

So, how would I change things? For one, I would rewrite Knox and Charlie’s characters in their near entirety. While I completely understand and agree that some characters can and are racist and misogynistic, especially in stories that are meant to mirror the real world. However, I don’t think those characters are needed in this story. In fact, I think they draw away from the entire message and moral of Dead Poets Society. I would add more to the other characters I’ve mentioned and expand more on their beliefs and motives. 

Generally, I feel that this movie is missing a lot of motive. Neil is the only character where it’s clear why he wants to rebel and break the rules. He has a true, life or death reason. The other characters sort of just fall in suit behind him, because he’s their friend. I wish we got to learn more about each of the boys, even if it was just small bits of characterization, so we could understand why they want to break the rules. Similarly, they love to complain about becoming doctors and lawyers like their dads, but they never talk about what they really want from life. Neil and Todd are the only ones who seem to know what they want from life. Everyone else just seems angry for no reason, and it makes everything else in the plot seem similarly weak. 

On top of all of this, this movie takes place in the late fifties/early sixties and follows a group of privileged white men as they complain about the extremely privileged and fortunate life that they’re being “forced” to live. While I understand the basic idea that’s being conveyed here, I feel like it fails to properly portray it. It’s hard to sympathize with these characters because they have it so good, yet that’s not good enough for them. Again, this would feel a lot different if we got to know more about them and got to understand what exactly they’re missing out on in life. But we don’t. So it all just feels … meh.

Anyways, I haven’t watched this movie in a couple years. I used to watch it all the time, back in middle school. It meant a lot to me back then and I still love it now. It has inspired a number of my short stories and poems and is the whole reason I got back into poetry in 8th grade. However, it has its faults. I wanted to reflect on said faults, while also reflecting on the aspects of it that I did enjoy. Don’t let this blog fool you, I do love Dead Poets Society. I’m just viewing it with a more skeptical eye, now that my rose-colored glasses have lifted. 

analog bags and lack of will

A new trend has surfaced on my feed. I felt like it was a good subject for a blog post because it relates to a past post. Analog bags. An analog bag is basically an expensive bag filled with devices and knick-knacks meant to keep people off their phone. Even though I have employed somewhat of the same idea myself, I believe it is blatant over-consumption, packaged up in a pretty bow of feigned superiority.

The decentralization of phones is something I wholeheartedly subscribe to, it’s the lack of actual behavioral change that irks me. Most of the time, when we reach for our phones, it’s to satisfy our brains. The quick hits of dopamine that come from endlessly scrolling on Instagram or TikTok have become a way to destress or to avoid something. It’s difficult to break out of this cycle, but it makes it even harder to get out cold turkey when we simply replace it with things that don’t produce a similar reaction in our brains. This lack of dopamine often brings us back to the cycle within days or weeks, and that expensive bag of other devices or items that you bought specifically for getting away from your phone is now forgotten and relegated to a dark corner of disinterest. And most of the time, people are only doing it to tote their “chronically offline” lifestyle as a medal of honor to hold over people’s heads. It feels like a taunt when the ones who are actually doing the work to move away from social media and the slot-machine-from-hell that is the algorithm get lumped into this group. When self-improvement stems from disingenuous intent like this, it makes other movements seem just as fabricated. It also adds to the over-consumption that plagues the globe when influencers create a trend that is so heavily supported by the buying of new things. Most videos I’ve seen have recommended buying from the Amazon storefront linked in their bio, when it would be so much easier to take an old bag and buy from thrift stores and rent books from libraries. These endless pits that we throw our money into won’t improve us no matter how much we spend if we don’t do the work to improve our behavior. You have to do the work to change the habit or it will just lead you to seek that dopamine from other, maybe worse sources.

Marvel Rivals Rant

The new season of Marvel Rivals coming tomorrow has left a lot of fans feeling mixed. I personally get why some are angry, but at the same time, it feels weird to criticize Marvel Rivals for adding lesser-known characters first and then adding more popular characters. How else are people going to find out about these obscure characters? Marvel Rivals is giving them a chance to shine, which in turn makes more people want to write about them. That’s one of the better things about Marvel Rivals; it’s given characters like Angela, Jeff the Land Shark, Elsa Bloodstone, and many other character variations time to shine in the spotlight. Now, if we want to criticize Marvel Rivals, there are so many other things, and I’m going to list them. 

 

Blatant racism

Marvel Rivals has this problem in spades, and every time someone brings it up, they say, “Well, erm, actually Marvel Rivals is a Japanese company; they don’t have to do more for Black people.” You should be lucky in the game at all.” Now imagine that voice in like half the player base. It’s infuriating how people act like Japanese people are toddlers when these are full-grown, able-bodied men. News flash, genius. Everyone knows what racism is. They know what actions are racist and what they say is racist. And adding this on Black History Month is insane, and it feels like they are laughing at us. 

Also, the fact that all the Black people in the game are constantly neglected—like, when was the last time Blade, the character that was teased for 2 seasons and was chained up for all the players to see, got anything substantial? Now I can excuse all the free Storm skins mainly because she’s the least picked DPS in the game, but tell me why she and Black Panther had free wedding skins when all the other couples had event-based skins and actually had to be paid for. It’s weird. Also, another thing people associate Black people with disco, you know, because we are the people that made it. So tell me, why did not a single Black person get a disco skin? But Thor, the person not even from Earth, has one.

 

Toxic Players 

Every so often when I load up on Marvel Rivals, I get a really bad teammate that plays for the vibes, and it’s so infuriating that it makes me want to shove my head in a tuba and scream, but not even that will mask the sounds of the dread and rage I feel. Marvel rivals, please do better.

underscores: My Absolute Favorite Artist

Since mid-September of 2025, a new artist has found their way into every single one of my playlists. Unlike all my other favorite artists and bands who are past their prime or have most of their discography released before I was even born, underscores’ career is extremely active and I see it prospering more in the future than ever before. 

underscores, real name April Harper Grey, is a 25-year-old hyperpop artist that started out by making dubstep on SoundCloud in 2013. She has two official albums, fishmonger (2021) and Wallsocket (2023). On Spotify there’s also boneyard aka fearmonger, that shows up as an album but it’s an EP, that’s a companion piece to fishmonger. She also has tons of singles, some of them being promotional songs for albums or collaborations. Unfortunately I don’t know much about her early career since, I’ll admit, I’m a newer fan. I also just don’t know much about albums, singles, and EPs, or anything about the technical side of music careers. There’s nothing I can tell you that wouldn’t be better said in, like, a Wikipedia article.

I found underscores one night in the middle of September while I was cleaning. I was watching an archived live stream when the Wallsocket album was briefly mentioned as an “emotional rollercoaster”, or something along those lines. I had never heard of this album or underscores before so out of curiosity and boredom, I decided to listen to it while I mopped the floor and it wasn’t what I was expecting at all.

I had been out of the hyperpop scene for 4 years at that point, so hearing “Cops and robbers” for the first time was somewhat shocking. But even in the moment, I remember really loving it. “Cops and robbers” was actually the first song that made it off of the album and into one of my playlists. “Locals (Girls like us)” was even harder to wrap my head around for the first time listening. I remember really enjoying it after getting used to it, though. Then “Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” started and I realized the heartbreaking majority of what this album would be, and I finally understood what the streamer I was watching meant.

I don’t aim to do an album review of Wallsocket. There are plenty of those made by people that know way more about hyperpop as a genre and music in general that could do a much better job than me. But my first time listening to Wallsocket is a core memory that I can recall better than half of my other most essential moments. I also kept listening to that album while I mopped for weeks after I did it the first time.

After falling in love with Wallsocket, I decided to check out underscores’ other stuff. I really love fishmonger and boneyard aka fearmonger, which I now know is an EP. fishmonger is actually closer towards the hyperpop I originally got into back in 2021, specifically “Spoiled little brat” and “Your favorite sidekick”. I somehow never discovered underscores back then though, but ultimately I’m happy I found her when I did. I also really love Wallsocket (Director’s Cut) which is the deluxe version of Wallsocket, “CCTV” has such a special place in my heart.

Since September, I would say that Wallsocket has saved my life 3 separate times. Obviously not physically, but probably mentally. It might sound like I’m giving this album too much credit, but when my life was at its lowest, I had this album to find comfort, joy, and inspiration in. In a social media post from December that I ended up keeping in my drafts, I described Wallsocket as “an album that just so happened to find me at the right time in my life so I could attach and base my whole personality off of it and use it to cope with things I was never taught how to handle.” So that’s a little harsh but I wouldn’t say it’s not true. I’ve additionally tied Wallsocket to what I imagine parts of my future to be like by constantly daydreaming about it while listening to the album. This is a completely new experience and I’ve surprisingly never done this with music before. Also, this is the only album I’ve written a poem after and I think that alone says enough about how much this album means to me.

I’ve tied my identity to underscores’ music so heavily and I think without it, I wouldn’t be anywhere near the person I am today. I feel like since I first started listening to Wallsocket, I’ve gotten closer to who I truly am and who I want to be. It’s really great that I’ve discovered this part of me right before my 18th birthday, it just feels really special. There are seriously so many layers to what her musical actually means to me. In countless underscores songs (not just from Wallsocket), I feel so deeply represented in ways that I have never felt before in any kind of media. Also, I’ve noticed that underscores’ music and her as an artist has given me a strange amount of confidence in my identity and my looks. Since getting into underscores I’ve also discovered a world of new music that I am so grateful for. I’ve gotten into Jane Remover, kmoe, Tiffany Day, Ninarichu, and I’m having so much fun finding more artists.

When I used to listen to older artists and bands, I used to occasionally feel a lot of dread when thinking about how music that was released a long time ago would never be recreated. I mean, you can’t really make 70s music in 2026 (I think I just miss ABBA right now). 

underscores is actually releasing a new album on March 20! 4 days before my birthday and 1 day before prom! The album is titled U and 3 out of 9 songs have been released as singles — “Music”, “Do It”, and “Tell Me (U Want It)”. I love all of these tracks so much. I’m so unbelievably excited for U, because I almost know for a fact that I will love all of the songs, if not, learn to love them. I’ve never actually anticipated new music before. Even when I was into Chappell Roan as deep as I was, I wasn’t dying for “Subway” or “The Giver” to be released. This is almost completely new to me.

Also, underscores is going on a North American tour to promote U! Even better? I bought tickets to one of the concerts! This will be my first concert ever and it’s for my favorite artist. I’m unbelievably excited and I already know this experience (U being released, my birthday, and the concert) will be so special to me in the future. 

In the social media post I mentioned earlier, I also described how it felt “disgustingly intimate” to recommend Wallsocket to anyone because “I held it so close to my heart”. I’ve definitely been able to distance myself at least a little bit from an album that one, I do not own and two, millions of people have listened to. Now I can proudly say that if you like hyperpop or electronic music or if I just interested you in how passionate I am about underscores, I would recommend that you listen to Wallsocket. And then U when it releases. 


Wow, I’m really proud of myself for not mentioning my big fat crush on underscores and keeping myself focused on her music. She’s literally so gorgeous. 

I didn’t look hard enough to find a spot for this small section I really wanted to add last minute, so I want to talk about my favorite underscores songs here. From fishmonger, my favorite songs are “70%”, “Second hand embarrassment”, and “Dry land 2001”. And from boneyard aka fearmonger, my favorites are “Girls and boys” and “Heck”. Out of the new songs in Wallsocket (Director’s Cut), my favorite is “Stupid (Can’t run from the urge)”, even though I mentioned “CCTV” earlier, it’s not my favorite but it is really special to me. From U, the songs that have been released are all great, but my favorite is “Do It”, I just think it’s a perfect track. And if I had to choose one song from Wallsocket even though I really can’t pick a favorite, I would choose “You don’t even know who I am” and I’m not elaborating.

Anyway, stream U on March 20, have fun at prom, happy early birthday to me, and catch me with my fishmonger lightstick at an underscores concert this summer!!!

club music & techno

I’ve been getting more into techno and “club” music lately. With the likes of Shygirl, Slater, The Egyptian Lover, and Coucou Chloe filling my playlists, I can’t help but think of the origins of music like this. Techno originated in European countries like Germany, heavily influenced by Chicago house and Detroit techno. It quickly became a staple in rave clubs all around the world, and has influenced many other genres. Techno spread its fingers into hundreds of other genres, and there’s at least one mix of techno with each major music genre. My first introduction to techno happened about ten years ago, when the industrial band KMFDM played on my mom’s iPod. When I first heard it, I hated the characteristic heavy metal sounds mixed with repetitive synths, but it slowly grew on me. Industrial music is comprised of heavy metal influences and the drumbeats and synths of techno, and grew from sources all over the world in response to the Industrial Revolution. I had lost interest for a few years, but have gradually come back to it. When I started getting more into it over the past few weeks, I wondered why I ever left it in the first place. My tastes have ranged from pop, rock, industrial, R&B, and folk, and I’ve never really thought of why. My love for music has given me such a huge opportunity for connection that a lot of times, I find myself forgetting about how much of a gift it is. Even when I make my own, I can’t help but appreciate the samples, instrumentals, and styles I see coming from artists much more skilled than I. One of my favorites is the aforementioned Egyptian Lover. His skill with DJing and mixing tracks is so admirable, especially in live settings. His laidback style of spinning makes other, more performative styles seem a little bit overdone in the best way. His huge passion for his art form gives me such inspiration to continue my musical journey.

The Similarities between Deadpool & Wolverine and Spider-man: Across the Spiderverse

This blog idea came to me while watching the Spider-man: Across the Spiderverse movie for the first time. It was a great movie, but all I could think about was the similarities in plot that it shared with Deadpool & Wolverine. Now, I’m definitely gonna be reaching for like most of this blog, but I just need you to walk with me.

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The plot of Spider-Man: Across the Spiderverse as summarized as possible is that Miles is fighting this spot guy who makes portals. Gwen is in his dimension to stop this spot guy but gets distracted by Miles. He learns that she’s in this group of Spider-people who stop anomalies. He wants to be a part of it, but he can’t be because Miguel does not like him, and I do not like Miguel…. but we find out that Miles is an anomaly. The spider that bit him wasn’t meant to bite him, also he stops this other Spider-Man’s canon event, which is something that happens to every Spider or their word will like fade from existence. That’s the main bit of the plot at least. So, Deadpool.

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So, the plot of Deadpool & Wolverine is that Wade Wilson quits being Deadpool after he and Vanessa break up. He works as a car salesman, but he’s really bad at it, but while at home at a surprise party that all his friends threw for him, these random time cop guys show up and take him away. He meets this guy named Mr. Paradox. Paradox is telling Wade that he wants him to be Deadpool again, and work with him. Wade sees a video of he and Thor together and immediately agrees. He wants to prove to Vanessa that he can be something important, so they get together again. We soon learn that Wade’s timeline is being erased because the anchor being is done. The anchor being is Wolverine, who died, but Wade was convinced he could find him, so he dug up his grave, but nothing was there but adamantium bones. He goes back to Paradox, insisting that it can be fixed, so he steals his little dimension transporter thing to find a new Wolverine to take with him, and after many failures, he finds the Worst Wolverine. They get sent to like this trash dimension pretty much where they meet Johnny Storm, who Deadpool gets killed by Cassandra Nova. Whatever, the main point is that Wade’s dimension is being destroyed slowly because it lost its anchor being, but he replaces the dead Wolverine with the Worst Wolverine and they live happily ever after, and I think he and Vanessa get back together.

Okay, so you should be hearing me out by now. Something I didn’t mention was that in the Spider-Man movie, Miguel loses his family, and finds another dimension where he died, but his family is still alive. He replaces that version of him to live happily, but it ends up destroying his world, which is almost exactly like what happened to Wade, but it actually works and nothing bad happens. 

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lame spider-man, not even a real spider-man

Wade is spending the whole movie going dimension to dimension to fix this problem, eventually getting stuck in one where he meets this version of himself that’s the complete opposite of him, which happens in the Spider-Man movie. Miles meets the version of himself that was meant to get bit by the spider that bit him, that version of himself becomes the Prowler. Wade meets Nicepool, who he also gets killed because Nicepool didn’t have regenerative powers. 

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So, I think by now you could probably see the similarities I saw in this movie. Now that I’m actually elaborating on it, it makes a lot more sense of similar the plots are. Thank you for walking with me and hearing me out! Anyways, both of these movies are so good, so you should watch them both, and if you have, watch it again…

Lets go on The Long Walk

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content warning: mentions of death/killing, discussion of war, breif discussion of racism, general caution is advised.
This also contains some spoilers for The Long Walk. I highly recomend you watch the movie before reading this- however, if you do not, I hope this convinces to you to watch the movie. 

In 1979, when Stephen King was still using the pen name Richard Bachman, he published a book titled The Long Walk. He had written this book over a decade prior, when he was a freshman in university. At age 19, King was witnessing friends and peers his age being drafted and sent off to fight in the Vietnam war. He was horribly distraught by the large number of young men who were forced into a life or death situation at the fresh age of 18. The Long Walk was written to criticize and satirize the US government and their mistreatment of an entire generation of young people. 

In 2025, The Long Walk was adapted into a film by JT Mollner and directed by Francis Lawrence. There were quite a few changes made between the book and movie, both plot and character related. These changes were made with King’s blessing and enhance the overarching message of the story. 

The Long Walk is set in a dystopian version of the US, sometime in the 1970s. While, visually, appearing the same as the states in the ’70s, the government has taken a dictatorship rule over the nation. This shift came after the “war”, an implied reference to World War Two. In this world, the US lost the war and suffered great financial and political losses afterward. The ‘Long Walk’ is an annual event held in the states where a group of young boys (50 walkers in the movie, 100 in the book) will compete in a walking race for endless riches and whatever they might wish for. This race has no end in sight- the boys simply have to walk until there is one walker left.

There are many reasons that a walker might ‘get his ticket’, or get killed. In fact, King wrote an entire rulebook which entails what the walkers are and are not allowed to do on the walk. There are some basic rules that all walkers know. Everyone must walk at a minimum speed (3mph in the movie, 4mph in the book), you cannot physically attack other walkers, you cannot leave the path. Violations of rules will result in a warning- three warnings and you get your ticket. 

So, the walk goes on; a group of young men walking with no end in sight, followed by soldiers on tanks. These tanks carry candid cameras, which broadcast the walk to the entire nation. This absurdist scenario is King’s portrayal of how war was turned into a spectacle of entertainment, while young men suffered and lost their lives to bring honor to their nation. The Long Walk gives a perspective from the inside; an introduction to the men who showed up to willingly put their lives on the line. The story humanizes and empathizes with these young men, who are being treated like animals by their government. 

The story follows Ray Garraty, a young man whose father was killed by the government for teaching and spreading information that had been banned. Ray’s father taught him to reject the authoritarian rule of the government and, instead, seek out all of that banned media. Despite his quiet revolutionary beliefs and hatred of the Major, Ray joins the long walk. 

Ray befriends a number of boys on the long walk. Peter McVries is a songwriter with a rugged childhood. Pete is on the long walk in hopes that he can win and use the money to do something good in the world. Art Baker is a religious man from Baton Rouge. Art says he’s on the walk for the money, for personal use. Hank Olson is smart-talking, sharp, and very enthusiastic about winning the walk. Richard Harkness is a writer who wants to write a story about the long walk from the insider’s perspective. Billy Stebbins is a buff, mysterious, guy who speaks in riddles and respects his government. Collie Parker has a tough exterior, but he’s a family-oriented revolutionary who shares Ray’s hatred of the government. Gary Barkovitch just wants to make friends, but clearly never learned the difference between joking around and fighting. 

In both the movie and the book, there is no censoring the disgusting truth of the walk. These boys are walking for days, no bathroom breaks, no naps- no nothing. It’s gross, grimey, and human. There is no attempt at making it palatable. Even in scenes where characters are having sweet or loving conversations, you never forget the true tragedy of their situation. Some of these boys were so miserable in their lives before, that they walk is the happiest they’ve ever truly been. They’re happy because they’re away from whatever hardships they had back home and now they’re on a walk with peers. While you want to share their happiness, you know that it isn’t going to last. 

 

Now is when I get a bit more personal with this deep dive. Recap over, I’m going to talk about my favorite aspects of the book and movie, what works, what doesn’t, and other interpretations. I’m going to try to keep this brief though, knowing me, there may be a second part to this at a later date. 

Off the bat, I want to talk about the most important change made (in my opinion) from the book to the movie. In the book, despite there being 100 boys on the walk, only one character is ever directly referred to as being not white. He, Ewing, is declared black by one of the other boys and then promptly referred to as a slur. The only black character in that book is called a horribly degrading slur right before his death- that’s disgusting. Especially considering the fact that The Long Walk is meant to satirize WW2 and the Vietnam War, wars that were heavily fought by black and brown Americans. Many black and brown men joined the army under the promise that they would be treated as equals when they fought for their country. All of that being said, It’s very important (in my opinion) that the casting directors for the movie chose to cast primarily people of color. Of the main eight characters, five are played by actors of color. 

On a somewhat similar note, of minorities’ involvement in the wars, I want to discuss the implied and discussed queerness in both the book and the movie. In the book, Ray and Pete have conversations about being queer, being queer for each other, or even performing sexual acts on eachother. In the book, it’s shown as a sort of “neither of them are actually gay, they’re just pent up teenage boys” discussion. In the movie, there is a lot more to Ray and Pete’s relationship. They look out for each other, save each other’s lives a number of times, help each other rest while walking, share secrets that they’ve never told anyone else, and are honest about their love for each other (though it’s unclear if it’s romantic or platonic love). Queerness is discussed throughout the movie (primarily by closet case number one, Gary Barkovitch), though no labels are ever used. Even in a cut line from the script, Pete makes a comment about maybe being “queer for [Ray]” but goes on to refuse to admit if he’s joking or not. I’m very grateful for how sexuality is handled in the movie. Queerness is a hugely repressed aspect of military history, for a number of reasons, so having a male relationship portrayed in that sort of way (no labels, not necessarily romantic but also something more than just friends) is very important. 

Overall, I appreciate the message that the movie and book both convey. It’s not meant to be a revolutionary story about the final guy fixing the government and getting rid of all the pain. It’s a story about human nature and instincts under extreme situations. It’s a story about family, friendship, and loss. It’s a story about culture and identity. It’s a story about sticking it to the man, even when you’re stuck in the system. All that being said, I think the message falls flat in a couple ways. In the book, Ray is much less of a liberal-minded revolutionary as he is in the movie. I have no problem with that, it just gives a whole different perspective to the story being told. In the movie, we get a beautiful spectrum of moral and ethical standings from each of the characters- however, it’s not as fleshed out as it could’ve been. I don’t want a movie where every character gets thirty minutes to talk about who they are and what they believe- that’s lazy and boring- but, come on. These guys are walking together for five days with nothing to do, lets get to know some of them a bit more. At the same time, I like that some of the character’s stories are left up to interpretation as that prompts people like me to write our own fully-fleshed out backstories and fanfiction. So I guess I don’t mind that much. 

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End Of Year Burnout

 

Yes, the word that everyone goes through every painful year, “burnout,” means a lot of different things to a lot of different people. Like, for one person, they may look at math on a board and see a bunch of hieroglyphics; for someone else, when they stare at a screen, all they may see is static. For me, my mind would be blank, like no creativity going in or out. I’m surprised that I can even write this blog. With all the factors of college submission, scholarship requests, math, and figuring out how to tell the aunt who says I sound like a little white girl she’s not coming to my graduation, can you really blame me for being burnt out? 

This is normal because our brains can’t function like a super-powered engine 24/7. Everyone sometimes needs time at a repair shop to get this. Well, what type of car am I? I want to say I’ll be a truck, maybe with a forest green coat, but I know for dang sure I’m not a Cybertruck. I’m much more classy than that.

Okay, that’s enough trying to discuss what type of car I am. The reason I’m writing this post is to help you become your own mechanic for that maybe not-so-sharp brain of yours. I’m going to tell you some ways I repair my brain. While some of these ways are pricey, it’s worth it to keep a stable brain or whatever you all want. 

 

  1. Vacation 

Ok, we all knew I was going to say “vacation.” I mean, come on, when does a person not feel refreshed and ready to face the world after a vacation? A break away from all the annoying critters, a break from all the assignments, and a break from people telling you what to do, and you get to see new things to restart that creative brain.

 

  1. Shopping 

Now I’m not trying to tell you to develop bad habits with shopping, but whenever I buy something, it’s like a weight off my shoulders, and I just love it. And I mean shopping for clothes, food, or books; I prefer books.

 

  1. Walk.

This is probably one of the freest things you can do anymore. Plus, you can go on a nice walk anywhere. Well, ok, let’s not say everywhere, say most places. Imagine the wind blowing through your hair and the relaxation you get from it. It’s so relaxing and mood-improving. 

 

  1. Swimming 

Now I’m pretty sure most towns have a public swimming pool. Go there and just float in the water, and if you can’t swim, drown. I know not the best thing to do, but hey, imagine how it’s going to feel after that (I’m not actually telling you to drown). Let the water caress your body; trust me, it’s a good feeling for 1 or 2 hours. After that, it will feel like concrete, but it still feels good.

 

  1. Family time

Ah, the good old saying: you never have fun unless it’s with your family. I personally have never had that saying said to me. I made it up just now, but you don’t have any proof of that, so I win. But “family” is a general term; it could also mean friends, cousins, pets, or strangers you meet in dark alleyways. I’m not picky. Spending time with it will help you clear your head and get you ready to face your challenges head on. 

 

Well, I hope you all enjoy my advice, and I’ll see you all next time. If you all have any other suggestions, I’d be happy to take them.