people would rather you be sad
than bitter. i suppose they
find that easier
because at least when
you’re sad,
it’s only you,
and your contemplation of
suicide
isn’t their fault
bitterness forces them to look in the mirror
and god forbid them having
to see them selves.
Bukowski was a wonderful poet
who became bitter
following his sadness.
the people liked him better before
when he slit his wrists,
tried to suffocate himself with gas
they thought that better
than a life spent
drowning himself in liquor
and hating the world.
regardless of opinion,
the bitter made him live longer.
he died at 74
after battling leukemia
i can’t tell if that’s better.
often times he wrote
that God is dead.
his poetry was madness
disgusting
disrespectful
sometimes none of that
sometimes all
maybe that made him
interesting
despite his flaws,
i am curious
if he went to heaven.
do men who live a life
in hell
deserve to return in death?
or is that another question
i’m not supposed to ask.
brb crying in the club. THIS MADE ME SO EMOTIONAL.
Very cool poem. I’ve often asked questions I probably should not have. Its relatable in a variety of ways.
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