So guys, like the title says, I have a lack of ideas for my blogs.
I didn’t expect this day to come so soon, but it was bound to happen eventually.
And I hate it.
Lacking ideas is the closest I’ll ever get to my own personal hell. The fact that I can’t just whip something up in 20 minutes that I’m proud of is genuine torture.
Now, I know that this is far from just a me thing. I can guarantee that anyone who has ever written in any capacity has experienced that dreadful lack of a spark.
There are many causes for this, but I believe this came about because I haven’t really been writing lately… Like, I write daily, but that doesn’t mean I continue to write after that or are even proud of my daily practice.
The closest I’ve gotten to writing for leisure recently was at coffee house when I had some sort of epiphany and scribbled a few lines on the back of a poster (which has not been pursued past that even though I believe it would make for a very nice poem about my childhood).
Getting real vulnerable here, I’m currently feeling a lack of pride in my work. Not in a “oh I suck I’ll never be good enough way,” but in a “I am having some of the worst writer’s block of the semester right now,” which is saying a lot.
I’ll admit that even as I’m writing this right now, I’m only doing it for the deadline. I hate that a grade is the only reason I’m writing right now, and I almost never get into that state, but it’s the unsavory truth.
Writing is hard sometimes.
It isn’t always a continuous flow.
Which, we’re all writers here, and I know I’m just preaching to the choir or whatever, but these are the thoughts I’m having at the moment and all I can really do is share them with you all or I’ll sulk and feel worse about my inability to write at the moment.
I guess what I’m trying to say in my own scrambled way is that it is ok to hit a block. It is ok to not necessarily be proud of your work. That work you push into the dust covered corner of a folder is the most important part of writing. That work is perseverance, and it’s the only way to become better in your art.




