Please don’t hate me…

The post I so vaguely told you guys in my last post isn’t ready. I sort of put it on paused simply because I need to be in a certain mindset and environment  to write it. It doesn’t make sense now, but please bare with me.  I often have trouble writing things when I’m not in the mindset to write it. I have to be in a specific mood or environment. In this case, I need to be in both. I’ve been so worried about school and grades that I haven’t had a chance to sit and write this post for you all. I want it to be good and not rushed, so I will leave you guys with a piece of mine. I wrote this one day out of boredom. It hasn’t been touched or workshopped ever. I have only seen this piece, but now you guys will see it too! I promise to have the long-awaited post in after thanksgiving! If I don’t I owe you a dollar! Enjoy!

(Let me know if I should workshop this piece! Any suggestions or comments LEAVE BELOW!)

 

Welcome to the party

The blood pumping through my veins have a pulsating rhythm
A steady tempo with the occasional crescendo as the music runs through my ears
The sweat pours down my face and pools around my neck
I furiously wipe my forehead as I jump faster in tune with the beat of the music
The hot, sweaty bodies continue to merge closer and closer as the fluorescent lights cut on
The laser lights spread across my face giving me a shiny red cast on my body
I sway my hips and move my lips to the lyrics of the music

Free.

The beats get slower and more sensual
I look around and see the obvious couples stare at each other with lust in their eyes
The energy in the room grows as gravity pulls us together
Is it lust in his eyes? Desire?
I sway my hips a little bit faster now
We’re close now
His glazed eyes take me in as he raises an eager hand to my hips
We start to move in sync
The music starts to get slower and slower
The rest of the room fades into oblivion
It’s just us now
I’m his now

Captured.

My heart beats faster as we get closer
His grip gets tighter on my waist as if he doesn’t want to let me go
I don’t want him to let me go
My body responds quickly to his
I get hotter and hotter but there’s no sweat anymore
The beats fill my body and it fills him too
I feel every inch of him as he feels every inch of me
We are one

His.

His light brown eyes lock with mine as the people fade back into our view
His lips move but I can’t see or hear the words he is saying
The feel of his smooth, dark skin suddenly isn’t on my body anymore
As I slowly walked away from him, he starts to disappear slowly allowing me to take in every part of him until the last thing I see is his eyes staring back at me
He’s gone

Awakened

I sit up drenched in sweat
My heart beat imitates the beat of a marching band
I look around confused and in a daze
He wasn’t real
As I lay back down, I remember the look in his eyes before he faded away
He wasn’t real⸺but it felt so real
I close my eyes and try to remember every detail about him
I slowly drift back into a dreamless sleep
When I awaken the next morning I can’t remember him
He wasn’t real.

Author: Morgan Love

Just a girl trying to find out who she is :) Follow me on this journey of MSA and hopefully this will help you just as much as it helps me. xoxo

One thought on “Please don’t hate me…”

  1. Sis, I love this piece! I love the description and how eloquently spoken this piece is. I can’t wait to see it in workshop 🙂

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