I donât know how to start this without getting emotional, but here we areâWhen I came to MSA I didnât know what I was doing. I stayed in my room all the time because I was worried other would see that I didnât really belong here like they did. I stayed close to the one friend I had that came to the from my town. I saw how amazing all my classmates were at writing, and I thought I wouldnât make it. Â
   But as the first couple weeks pasted, I found myself stepping out of my shell (or dorm room in this case) as I found that I enjoyed a lot of the same things as many people on my floor. Then as the first semester pasted by, I grew closer to those who I now consider my Best Friends, no matter how childish that might sound to some. I love my hometown very much, but I know that if I stayed, I would have never gotten the opportunities that I got here at MSA or would I have met the wonderful people here from all over Mississippi who taught me so much about places outside of the small world I used to live in.Â
   This school has been more than just a building filled with classroomsâitâs been a collection of memories, laughter, heartbreak, awkward moments, and unexpected friendships. Itâs been a place where we found pieces of ourselves, sometimes in the people around us, and sometimes in the quietest moments we didnât think anyone noticed.Â
   Iâll miss the chaos of the mornings, the sleepy stares in first period, the inside jokes whispered across the room, the lunch table drama, the group projects that nearly broke us (but somehow made us closer), and the teachers who believed in us even when we didnât believe in ourselves.Â
   We grew up here. We stumbled, we failed, we succeeded, we learnedâand not just from textbooks. We learned about life. About people. About how hard goodbyes really are.Â
   To the people who stayed, who left, who changed us in ways theyâll never fully understandâthank you. To the hallways that heard our secrets and the classrooms that held our dreamsâthank you. To every single day that shaped us into who we are right nowâthank you.Â
   Itâs time to say goodbye now. And as much as I wanted to sprint toward the future, I find myself pausing, just for a moment, to look back. To feel everything one last time.Â
So, this is it. My final sign-off. Goodbye, school. Youâll always have a piece of my heart.Â
With love,Â
Crislyn Lance, MSA Senior Literary Class of â25Â
LORD is EVERY FINAL BLOG going to make me SAD. Your words are great and powerful Cris. I will miss you and never forget how to forge your identity.
Bro, my heart, my heart. I can’t, why you have to talk about pausing before crossing the line, Cris? Your words made my throat clench with tears for a moment. I’ll miss all those memories too. Even the classrooms that held our dreams.