My Voice Yeeted Itself :(

So, I have an actual problem. I cannot SPEAK! AHHH! Honestly, it just makes me sad and it goes to show how hard I start to push myself when stressing out. I tend to overwork myself a lot and it really burns me out but it’s never been as long term as it’s been now. So far, it’s been a good four days and I’ve never been sadder. I’m a very talkative person. In fact, I probably talk a little too much. It’s all I ever do. However, I love singing. It really sucks now whenever I listen to music or just when I’m to myself and I’m not able to sing to myself. And when I try? Oh buddy boy, I sound like a dying horse. The whole situation just really sucks. I want more than anything for my voice to come back so I can finally get back into my normal routines and not have to go out of my way and do extra things just so that someone can understand what I’m saying. Sometimes I even question why I go out of my way to talk and strain my vocal cords even more. Everyone yells at me for it, so why not be quiet? But, in all honesty, this has made me realize how happy I am while talking to people. Nowadays, I have so much to say that I’m ready to burst and when I try, I just get told to shut up. Which is another amazing perk of losing my voice. I did try to stop talking so that I could rest my voice and I made it through nearly the entire day but by the end, I was about ready to burst. I couldn’t take it. I wanted to have a conversation, and to talk but of course I just got shushed more. I’ve also tried drinking tea, cough drops, and all that basic stuff in order to get my voice to come back but it hasn’t worked just yet. It’s just so darn frustrating. I just want my voice back, is that too much to ask?

Author: Imani Skipwith

I would love to insert something long-winded and fancy but life's too short for that.

One thought on “My Voice Yeeted Itself :(”

  1. “So far it’s been a good four days and I’ve never been sadder.” if that isn’t the most relatable thing I’ve ever read wow.

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