Author: Robin Russell

Recently I have been listening to an artist called Bella Kay. She has recently gotten really popular due to TikTok and Instagram I believe. I don’t like how TikTok especially effects the musical world. It helps the artists revenue I guess but it doesn’t help with building people’s personalities and knowledge about the musical world. I really like her song ‘The Sick’ but I didn’t really know who sang the song and I also didn’t know that it was the same singer who sings ‘Steady’ and ‘iloveitiloveitiloveit’. Those songs have become quite popular throughout the abyss that is social media. I wanted to talk a bit about some of her songs due to me doing a little deeper dive into her music. I really found some great songs of hers that haven’t hit the mainstream media yet that i thought I would talk about as well. 

The first song we need to talk about I think is the song i listened to first and then go from there. Son the first of Bella Kays songs that i listened to was called ‘The Sick’. It is a raw and emotional song much like her other songs. Her vocals itch your brain in a way that unlocks emotions and feelings. The Sick however when i first listened to it I wasn’t aware it was sung by Bella Kay. It was just a trending song that i found a deep connection with. I didn’t really research it like i should have but sometimes it’s okay just to listen to music because you like it. I think that is the main reason for music to find connections to the songs. But it is a song about a toxic relationship, addiction, and the struggle of loving someone who is self-destructive. It is about a relationship where both people are toxic. The narrator is also almost reflecting on this horrible relationship and realizing it’s bad but that she liked it because it was so toxic. It is an emotional ballad that really introduces Bella Kay’s style in my opinion. 

The next song i was introduced to was iloveitiloveitiloveit. The song is her most popular song on Spotify. It is also the same concept as the first song focusing on a toxic relationship. It is more so about the addictive, chaotic, and toxic cycle of dysfunctional relationships. It showcases how intense highs and lows feel and how easily addicting they are. The song also opens with lines about how being used gives her purpose if that gives you any idea of how the song feels. Her songs are quite unique and almost a bit depressing but I find them nice due to how the lyrics are beautifully written. 

The next song i am going to talk about is one of my favorite songs by her – Steady. It has gotten really popular but it as my first real encounter with Bella Kay. I liked the song so much i wanted to see who sung it and so i went and researched a bit and found that she also sang the two previous songs. This song spoke to me so much due to timing. I love when music is just so perfectly timed with your life when you find it. I feel that it resonates with my world right now but for a completely different meaning than what the song talks about but i wont get into that. The songs original meaning however is about the fear of falling in love, intense self doubt, and the struggle of personal self worth. I struggle with a lot of these things and so i believe that is why i like it s much but it also relates to an event that has been going on in my life. To me it sounds how that makes me feel in a way. I use music to decipher feelings a lot. It explores self-sabotage and just a number of other deeply felt emotions of many. That is why it is so popular. (Idk what that says about our society but yk…) The main part of the song that has become so so s incredibly popular is toward the middle or end of the song (the bridge) where she sings “I can’t” with the words “I want it bad” layered in the background. Her vocals add so much emotion to these lyrics that it doesn’t do them justice typing them out. It showcases the back and forth people who want to be in a relationship have when they want to be in love but are afraid to be in love at the same time. It shows how complex and complicated love can actually be due to it not always being an immediate feeling of reassurance. You can still love someone even though you are scared to fall in love and i think this song does a great job illustrating that and the feeling that go along with that. 

The last two songs aren’t as popular but that’s why i wanted to talk about the. She is an amazing artist and writer and i believe she doesn’t just need to be TikTok famous. She don’t need to just be a fad. The songs ‘Lonely’ and ‘Wonder wander’ are two songs i found after my deep dive into Bella Kay as an artist. These are the two that stuck out to me the most when looking through her releases. Lonely captures how loneliness feels in my opinion. It really encapsulates the raw emotion and describes it to a tee. I wont go into too much detail because i think it is much better to listen to these two songs especially. And then ‘Wonder Wander’ is about navigating nostalgia ( I relate so sos so much to this and i think that’s why it has such a big impact to me), and moving on from past relationships. It wouldn’t’t be a Bella Kay song if it wasn’t about a gut wrenching relationship now would it? 

I think if anything you should at least site to steady and wander wonder. Those songs i think really highlight her musical and lyrical ability. Anyways that’s all 🙂

I am still working on my Punk blog but in the meantime, I wanted to update you on the music I’ve been into recently and I kind of want to talk a bit about my style and what I’ve realized. 

So the first order of business is my music. I have really been into a summer vibe of music recently. I am very excited and ready for my summer to begin. The first song I want to talk about is Bravado by Lorde. This song feels as though it fits within teenage and summer times. It has a unique sound that makes you almost nostalgic yet wanting to move forward and experience life. The song is about Lorde’s own experience with shyness and introversion and how she overcomes these obstacles while being a public performer. It’s a “pep talk” for herself in this way. She addresses how she has to embrace confidence and ‘put it on’ for her performances. I have been listing to this song a lot lately because I love the way Lorde writes her songs. I like the lyrics and I also like the emotion it conveys.  I have also been listening to Noah Khan a lot recently. Noah Khan has a bunch or songs that have that free summer type of feeling to them. He writes about his depression, anxiety, and difficulties and how he deals with them. He uses his songs like diary entries or a journal. He makes them as specific or as generic as he wants. He writes the music to have feeling and that is his goal. I have been listening to him a lot just due to how much I relate summer to him. Last summer I had a friend who was really into Noah Khan and we listened to him a lot so now I relate his songs to summer and to that friend. I really like Noah Kahn and find myself relating to some of his songs. I have also been listening to a band I found recently called ‘The Story So Far’. They are a pop punk band and their songs focus on both the angsty breakup side of pop-punk as well as the more mature, introspective, and growth side of pop-punk. 

I have been going through my Pinterest recently and organizing it (or at least trying to) and I have found a bit of stuff I am interested in as well as who I am as a person. I have found that I am either a summer or fall girl. No in between. I have found that I really like patterns and certain pastel or deep color schemes. I have found that I really liked and still like art and need to begin drawing again. I have realized how much I would like to travel and see the world a bit before I am too old to do so. These are things I have thought about but not in depth and i think would be good to look into and find out why I like these things. I feel like this would be a good exercise for trying to understand yourself and find yourself. I feel like it is a good way to find yourself on a deeper level. 

So, this is what I am thinking of doing for the month of April. I am going to look through my music, my Pinterest, my interests, and my dislikes. I am going to write about each one in a journal and find out the meaning they have to me. Everything needs meaning and connection. Without these things we have no purpose. 

I was going to write a blog about the Punk community and continue that discussion, but I want to talk about something a bit different. I feel inspired to talk about the year overall and how I have been feeling recently. 

It feels like summer is almost here and I am so happy for that. I’m really excited for summer and to have a bit more free time to decompress. I am really excited however for senior year. This has made senior year be a big topic of my thoughts as of lately and I have been thinking a lot about what I want my senior year to be. 

I know it’s kind of cliche to want a good senior year and everything, but I do.  I want it to be fun and full of life. I want it to be full of creativity and motivation. I want it to be free of drama, and I want to be content with how my high school career ends if that makes sense. I want to be able to say I did what I wanted to do at the end of the many years of school. I want to be able to say my senior year was fun. 

In my eyes I see senior year as a different thing completely really. Maybe I have put it on a pedestal that it will never live up to, but I think a senior year should be full of activities with friends and it should feel like a weight being lifted because you are finally done with a chapter in your life. 

I am really hoping to have a great senior year and look forward to what it brings. I want to kind of talk a bit about what I want to do senior year almost as a bucket list if you will.

The main thing I am working toward for senior year is to win a few writing awards and submit a few IE’s (individual events) for MTA and Thescon next year (theatre competitions I go to every year). I have always wanted to advance with my IE’s but have never really had the motivation or time. I am going to ensure I have enough time to perfect them I am going to work with them over the summer. 

I also want to have a car senior year. I think that is one thing that is essential for a great senior year anywhere. With a car you can hang out with friends more sporadically and travel a bit more. These are things I think define a senior year.

I also think senior year is the most motivating time in a lot of people’s lives and sometimes the most productive. You are finally at the finish line, and you only have a little way to go so people are able to push through it without so much friction due to the light at the end of the very long tunnel. So that is what I want it to be to me in a way. I want it to be laid back yes, but I also want it to be a time of growth and hard work. I want to work really hard and get what I am working towards. I want to be able to have the balance a lot find senior year as far as fun, school, carefreeness, stability, and just overall contentment. 

I think to0 have these things though there comes a lot of work and preparation. So, I am making a decision to plan over the next few days and then during the summer work really hard during that break period to get where I want to be. I am going to overview my plan here to give you an idea of my plan.

I am planning to get all of my submissions (writing and theatre) prepared or at least roughly planned out as a strong idea or have a good grasp of it over the summer as well as plan a trip for senior year of the summer after senior year. I think a trip would be really fun and would help senior year truly feel like senior year. I am also planning to over the summer really tune into myself and who I am and what I want in life. I think that is a huge part of any year being good really, but I think this is a great opportunity to find myself. I also am going to reorganize my Spotify. My music is very important to me and so this is something that will definitely affect my year. If my playlists aren’t good, then life isn’t good lol. But overall, this summer I plan to really think. I want to think really hard and deeply about my art and why I do it. I want to find my purpose and find what it is that would truly benefit me as an artist whether that be in the writing world, music, theatre, visual art, media art worlds. I want to truly find a median between all of my artistic motivations and desires. 

It is going to be hard, but I think it will be worth it. 

P.S. Next blog will continue the information dumps about the Punk subculture. 

This blog it going to be a bit different from my usual blogs. I have always had an interest with this subculture but recently I have gotten into it again. 

For those who don’t know Punk is a subculture that is a global movement that emerged in the mid 70’s in the US. UK, and a few other nations. It is a countercultural reaction against mainstream commercialism. 

Punk emphasizes non-conformity, anti-capitalism, and individualism at its core. It is a movement against authority. It stems from political, economic, and social frustrations. It also focuses on raw emotion, passion, politics, and D-I-Y ethics. It is a truly incredible movement that I don’t think gets talked about as much as it should.

Many people when they think of Punk they think of anger and aggression which is partly true but Punk is much more. It is seeing something and doing something about it. Its standing up when no one else will. It’s knowing what is going on it your world. Due to a few individuals the punk scene, to some, has been lumped in with racism and negative and harmful ideologies, but this isn’t the case. Only a very very small, rare percent of Punks have these harmful ideologies. Most are very anti-racism, anti-fascism, anti-authoritarian, anti-white supremacy. Punks have actually significantly benefited many communities. Punk communities often operate in mutual aid, meaning they establish food programs for the poor, and establish support for the homeless and disabled. The Punk scene has also created a very welcoming and inclusive safe space for those who are in marginalized groups like LGBTQ+ and women. Punks have also been a big part in activism. They have fought against racism, sexism, animal cruelty, environmental issues, and even war. They often use bands as a platform to voice their opinions and impact society.  

Most people think that Punk is just a style or music but the ideologies that go with the subculture are so much more important to the punk community. The style and music has a huge role but the ideologies have a much bigger importance. Without these the punk subculture in my opinion wouldn’t exist. Some people say they are punk and do not align with the ideologies and I think that is a problem. A much bigger problem than not looking the part. This happens in a lot of subcultures, Goth for example. I think the mindset, especially in this particular subculture, means the most. 

But music and style plays a role as well. I could go on forever about this subculture and its ideologies, concept, and how relevant it is today but I fear this blog would be too long so I shall move on to talking about style and music for the moment. I may make another blog on this topic in the near future going further in detail. 

The style. THE STYLE! I personally love the punk style. Some may see the style as too dirty or grimy, but I personally love it. Liberty spikes. Handmade pieces. Self-sown patches. Big chunky boots. Safety pins, chains, studs galore. leather in any form. Ripped band tees. It is such an art really. It is a statement. A statement that goes with the anti-establishment and non-conformity ideologies. It rejects consumerism at its core, something I think is very needed in today’s society.

The music is what really introduced this subculture. The music started it all. It is a genre defined by aggressive fast-paced songs. It started in the 1970’s and continued to grow and evolve. It now has spread into many various forms like post-punk, hardcore, Oi!, Pop-punk, etc. (there are way too many to name.) Some punk bands during the Proto-punk era include MC5, the Stooges, Velvet Underground, New York Dolls, Death, the Sonics and the Seeds, the Dictators, the Monks, and Blue Cheer but these are only a few of the bands that fit into this category. Next category is the NYC scene. This was around 1974. This consisted of bands like Television, Blondie, the Ramones, Talking Heads, Dead Boys, Patti Smith, and Lydia Lunch. Many off these bands played at a venue called the CBGB club. It is what made this era the NYC scene era, seeing as it was a small legendary music club in New York that hosted some of the most influential punk bands to this day. Next is the UK scene which took place mainly in 1976. It centered in London- hence the name “UK Scene”. The key bands in this era were the Sex Pistols, The Clash, the Undertones and The Damned. It quickly split into 80’s subgenres like Anarcho-punk, Street punk (UK82), and OI!, to name a few. Many of the key venues for the UK Scene were the 100 club, the Roxy, and the Vortex. In the 90’s Punk grew even more reaching a huge audience. In the 90’s punk became a huge mainstream appeal. It was mainly through Californian pop-punk and skate punk. The bands that were most influential during this time were bands like Green day, the Offspring, Blink-182, Sum 41, Fugazi, Rancid, and NOFX.

This is getting to be a really long blog, so I am going to make a part two with some of my favorite bands, styles, and a talk about a few of the ideologies deeper. 

The Jeff Buckley Documentary finally came out. I have since watched it about 5 times now and I can say it’s an okay documentary. It definitely went into detail about his life, and I did like how they crafted it. The animations they made from his doodles was insane. They were really nice and added a lot to the documentary. It did not however change my view on his mother. 

It fortified it. I can say i9 watched it with a clear mind, but she was just off through the whole thing. The vibe she gave off was not a mother wanting to make a documentary for her son, it was more like see was doing it just to do it. She was doing it for the money, and to me that’s what isn’t good about his mother. She also seems to be holding back so much also hiding something. 

She told a story of how her and a few friends were seen by Jeff doing a bit of drugs and she told him not to tell anyone, or they would all go to prison. Almost like a threat. I feel like there is something way deeper to this story and she didn’t tell the whole thing. She told the story and didn’t spend any time on it whether to explain or talk in a bit more detail about it. She also made me really mad and dislike her when one of Jeff Buckley’s colleagues told a story about her before a show he was doing in his hometown. Jeff’s whole family came to see him, and he was about to go on when they had to hold off on the show for a moment due to his mother and one of her friends being found in the parking lot as high as a kite.  They then go to share voicemails from him calling his mother about the situation and he seems to be very angry, rightfully so, but they play if off as a funny and silly little event, but I think it paints a perfect picture of who his mother is. She is seen throughout the documentary a handful of times, and each time made it more clear of how narcissistic she was and how it seems she is only using Jeff for money.

Another thing about this documentary is how they are still trying to play off his death as normal. It isn’t normal and it certainly doesn’t add up. They say in the documentary that they believe he was mentally ill suffering from a manic-depressive disorder much like Jimi Hendrix and other artists during the time, but the disorder wasn’t well studied at the time therefore they couldn’t have known he had this disorder. I see it as playing it off trying to pin it on something that could happen and that is normal, but spoiler alert it was anything but normal.  His last girlfriend, Joan Wasser, a fellow songwriter and musician was also in the documentary and gave a few stories about jeff but one that stook out to me was a story they told about Jeff’s later years. It was maybe a couple of months before he passed. He supposedly told her that he was seeing visions of the devil and had a dream that he had a brain tumor and died but while they were telling these stories the camera cuts back to Joan Wasser who says Jeff told her about seeing visions and talking to the devil but when she says this her face curls into an unusual and odd facial expression one that seemed like she was almost happy, like a smirk but more devious and odd, especially since she was talking about the death of her boyfriend. My theory about this wasn’t really clear at first and then I found out about Duper’s Delight. It is a condition when certain people involuntarily smile, smirk, or laugh while lying. The micro expression is brief and a brief second uncontrollable movement that in turn reveals true emotion. Sometimes they feel this smile or muscle movement happen and try to hide it by biting their lips or tightening their mouth which only makes the movement look like a guilty smirk. It comes from the dopamine someone gets from lying and then in turn getting away with it. The condition is also often associated with narcissism which is an interesting correlation especially in this circumstance. 

These things make me think they still aren’t telling the truth and that something else is to blame for his death. 

When Jeff was found in the Wolf River when his body was found and what makes this interesting is where the exact spot he was found is located. He was found in the river fairly close if not across from a bar he played in weekly called the Barristers on Beale Street. Beale street is a very historical street in Memphis due to it being named “Home of the Blues”. 

All of this put together is quite odd. Jeff’s mother hiding things, his last girlfriend lying, and him being found near the “Home of the Blues”, makes an odd story, and one that needs to be addressed. He knew he was going to die. He has lyrics and journal entrees about these thoughts and predictions, even some about drowning. Also, some of his entrees were not published with the rest of his journal, which maybe they were personal but seeing the documentary the mother doesn’t care about personal things she cares about if it will hurt her image. She not only published his diary, his last album which he wished to burn, but she also allowed a few baby pictures of him in the documentary which were …… let me just say interesting. If she can put those photos in a movie about Jeff’s life I highly doubt, she is thinking about what is personal or not. So, I also think she is using the journal to set a narrative. He probably had things about her in the journal along with entrees about his death which she had removed before publishing it to the public.

He did not like his record label, nor did he trust them. He didn’t like his mom, he loved his mom due to her being his mom, but he didn’t like her. He left her and said on a few occasions he wanted nothing to do with her. He was a great writer, too great. They had to do something about it. Who “they” is, is still a mystery but one that needs to be found.

A story that needs its truth told. I do think a lot of the documentary was somewhat truthful. Not everyone in it was lying I could tell that but somewhere, and the people that were lying were important pieces to his story. So that is why I believe the documentary only partially did Jeff justice. 

This is all that I really have to say about it. It was good but could have been better. I could talk a lot more about it but for right now that’s it for this blog.  

It’s over. 

The final season finally came out.

! (Spoilers) !

I got to see the final episode in a theater near my home and it was pretty good. I’m glad I got to see it in a theatre. 

This season has been crazy but it definitely didn’t end how I thought it would end. My roommate and I before it came out came up with all these theories and what route they might take with ending the show but it definitely wasn’t what We thought. 

I did like the ending but I definitely was expecting more. I thought maybe they would go a more DnD route with the story but they didn’t. I also was hoping maybe El and Mike would have a happy ending but that didn’t happen. 

I did like the ending where Mike became a writer and wrote a DnD campaign around their story, I thought it added a nice touch. I also liked how sad and emotional the final episode was toward the VERY end. I liked how it was the end and I liked how it felt like the end of something. It had that sad emotion to it. It was also just kind of open though. 

In my opinion yes the story felt done and feels ended but at the same time not really. There is so much story that wasn’t told and wasn’t explained but played a huge role in the series. The ending felt done but not complete if that makes sense. Like why is it all connected to DnD and what happened to the storyline where Joyce, Hopper, and Henry all grew up together. They didn’t put an outfit together, they just picked clothing items. If that analogy makes any sense. 

But over all I think it was pretty good. I think the dialogue could’ve been written a bit better. I think it didn’t really feel like the Duffers wrote it. I also thought th sudden change in Will’s character was a bit odd. How they just made Will suddenly outgoing and it just made it awkward. I also didn’t understand bringing back El’s sister Kali. It just didn’t make much sense to bring her back for eight episodes just to kill her off. I think overall the  story could’ve ended in a much more cohesive way that wrapped everything up, but it was great nevertheless.  It made some sense and was an ending. That’s all it needed. 

And plus who knows if they’re planning on making more that explain it all better. 

And that’s a wrap on stranger things. 

One last adventure now complete. 

The end of beginnings. 

Winter break has come and gone so what better thing to talk about. It has been a minute since my last blog but it hasn’t been boring-trust me. 

I did a lot of self reflection while on break, since we are starting a new year and all. Not to sound corny but definitely feel like my life is kind of pivoting right now. I am getting my creative spark back little by little. I am also learning guitar, by myself. Definitely is difficult but I’m not giving up on it because it feels like I fit there if that makes sense. Me and my guitar. I learned a few new chords over break and even a scale. I tried to learn a song but I decided I wasn’t ready for all of that just yet, but I will be one day soon. 

I also decided to write a song or two and see what that’s about. I will update y’all about that later but for the rest of the blog I would like to talk about the past year. 

This past year has been amazing. I have grown a lot and I can see it in my day to day life. I have made so many friends both here (at school) and during this past summer. I have done a lot. I also don’t acknowledge my achievements often but I think with the new year rolling around it’s good to look back and reflect. Yes I could have done a lot of things better but why focus on that when last year was such a great one.  

I mean I basically lived at church camp all summer and had so much fun. I learned so much and made a lot of good friends. I then directly after camp was over came here. I have made a lot of new friends here too and i have learned a lot as well. So over all this year has been great and I can’t wait for this upcoming year. It’s gonna be a great one. 

I haven’t blogged about music in a while and due to Spotify wrapped coming out this week I feel the urge to talk about music. So that is what this blog is going to be about. I love music but I definitely haven’t been listening to music like I used to. I had a friend that I got a lot of cool music recs from but after a while I kind of just quite listening to music for myself and what I liked and I listened to music, the only way I can explain it is like a zombie. I just lost the love for it. But I have noticed this and have begun to fix it. Music is my world and I feel that I need to nurture that so I have been trying to listen to and find new songs that make me happy and fit my brain. My Spotify wrapped is pretty much all over the place so I won’t be talking a lot about that but I will say a few key things about it. I listened to 45 albums this year, 5,901 songs, and 391 genres. I listened to music for 84,578 minutes which is roughly 58 days. I think that it’s not bad, but it could be better. I also feel like wrapped this year was so random (not in content but in when they released it). Last year there was such a build up to it, which was met with, almost, disappointment by a lot. But this year it was just like whatever. But anyways this isn’t the main point of this blog. I thought since we are now in the time frame where our music isn’t really being tracked right now for wrapped, I would sort of track it here. 

So jumping into artists I’ve been listening to this week. I’ve been listening to Finn Wolfhard (not because of Stranger Things Season 5). I listen to music differently than a lot of people I think. I listen for the vibe and the feeling and what’s being said. I think that that’s what music is for. Not to say “Yeah I listen to (insert artist)”. I feel that listening to music for others approval is pretty pointless. Anyways, I’ve been listening to his “new” album. It’s great. I love the vibe and it is easy to listen to. My top song out of the songs I’ve been listening to by him is probably “Everytown there’s a darling”. Due to listening to Finn Wolfhard, you can infer I have also been listening to Calpurnia a bit (Calpurnia is a band that he is in). If I am listening to Finn Wolfhard nine times out of ten, I’m listening to Calpurnia too. They are so similar that their songs just go together well. 

I have also been listening to Malcom Todd and music like that. His music is very vibey and just easy to listen to. I think Malcom Tod’s songs that have been on repeat this week are definitely “Sweet Boy”, “Chest Pain (I Love)”, and “Roommates”. These all fit a vibe that just feels right (as I said I listen to music differently, I listen biased on feeling I guess. If it doesn’t make me feel then it’s not the song to listen to in that moment, but every moment has a feeling that can be matched with music, the right song just has to be found). But back on the topic of Malcom Tod’s music. I tried to find other artists with the same vibe and I found one that definitely is similar, Jack Murnin. The songs that I found of his were “Back N Forth”, “Terms” (my personal favorite), “Riled up”, and “IcyHot”. I definitely think that they have similar vibes, feelings, and styles. I enjoy finding new music to listen to so when I do it’s definitely a treat.  

Okay the next artist I’ve listened to a good bit is Dominic Fike. He has a new single that came out in November – “White Key” – so I’ve had that on repeat a couple of times. I really like his music. The way it flows and how the lyrics go with the beat is crazy. I think everyone’s style of lyricism is so interesting and unique. I love the lyrics in this song though. It just makes a story out of the words, the beat, the vibe and the feeling. It’s a great song. Due to this I’ve listened to a few of my other favorites from  his older stuff. 

Next is CThruRio. I don’t know how to pronounce his name or even really what it means but the way I found his music was TikTok. I listen to a range of genres as stated previously and this is a genre that I think many don’t think I listen to, hip-hop. Now my favorite song of his is a bit more of a mix of rap and rock, which I find interesting, but still hip-hop. I haven’t listened to any of his newer stuff yet but I have recently went back to his song “Before the Morning” because of the unique style it has. 

And of course I’ve listened to more than that but I listen to so many individual songs that it’s pointless to try and talk about all of them but those are – what I think are- my top artists this week. 

*I watched stranger things season 5 Volume one and will be doing a blog about it, but I feel like I want to wait until the whole season is out so until then it’ll be music and other shows or movies* 

Anyways thanks for reading and until next blog. 

It’s almost time for another season. I am so excited for the new and final season of this show. 

Stranger things is a show written by the Duffer Brothers. Stanger Things encapsulates D&D, fantasy, and 80’s in one show. It is highly thought-out, and each detail has a reason and a planned-out storyline and it’s just an incredibly made show. 

The show currently has 4 seasons and each season took about a year to film. The new season took about a year to film, making it the longest to film. The episodes of the new season are rumored to be at least an hour long each. This makes me super excited to see how they end the show. The first season was released in 2016 when most of the main cast was 10 or 11, now they are all roughly in their 20s. This has been a huge production and the new season had a huge budget, roughly $480 million. This makes it one of the most expensive TV series to ever be produced. 

They are releasing the first four episodes of the new season on the 26th and the runtime for those four episodes alone is roughly 4hrs and 30mins. this is an insane start to the finale of the show.   

I have many, many theories and thoughts about how they could end the show and wrap up the whole thing but I won’t go into all of them. One of them though i would like to talk about for a second is my theory about the character Mike Wheeler.

———–Might be spoilers ahead if you haven’t seen the show———-

I have been rewatching the series in preparation for the new season and noticed that Mike seems to be the middle of a lot of storylines, action, and conflict. He also seems to be wanted for some reason. Will before he was abducted by Vecna was best friends with mike, what if Vecna saw this and was trying to get closer to mike to get what he wanted. I also noticed that they seem to be setting up a storyline for his mother where maybe she is Vecna’s sister. I also think this theory about mike could be pretty accurate due to how fast him and El clicked. I think maybe he could be wanted due to him being the dungeon master for their party or maybe he is wanted due to him being a sort of power source. Like a regenerator for the powers both Vecna and El have. I haven’t really heard anyone else talk about this theory, so I am curious to see if it is somewhat accurate. 

Anyways this was my mini rant about stranger things due to the new season being released next week. I will be blogging about the new season once I have seen it. Anyways until next time. 

Due to Thanksgiving being next week and we are going to be out of school I wanted to do a blog about things I am thankful for. 

To start off with everything I am thankful for I am definitely thankful to be in this creativity filled environment and have the opportunity to go to such a great school. I am thankful for all of the friends I have made here as well. I am thankful for the things I have learned and areas I’ve grown in due to this school. 

I am thankful for all my friends back home and I miss all of them so much. I am thankful for every memory they have given me, good or bad lol. 

I am thankful for this past summer. I had the best opportunity to work at a summer camp. I loved it. It was a really great opportunity to help others and just be useful to others. It helped me to see how fun a summer can be. Normally my summers include staying at home a lot and I am thankful for this past summer because it showed me how great having an eventful but not busy summer can be. I am also thankful for this past summer due to how many great people and friends I made. They are all so great and I am grateful I have them as friends. 

I am also just thankful for everything. I think we take a lot for granted as not just Americans but as human beings. due to life and business, I think people often move too fast to even acknowledge their blessings.  I think it’s a very important thing to do though. It helps you see what a cool world we live in and how privileged we are in general. 

During this time many jump straight to thinking about Christmas and presents, but i think thanksgiving is so important to celebrate. We need to acknowledge our gifts not just want gifts. We as a society in today’s day in age seem to want something every day and get wants confused with needs. Which not saying wanting things is bad but putting a limit on how much you want is a great idea in my opinion. Acknowledging one’s blessings and how much you have already received makes it much easier to be content as well. 

So, this holiday break give thanks and not wish lists.