I really want a burger but it’s 10:04 a.m.

I really want a Checker’s burger but it’s 10:04 and I can’t leave in the middle of 2nd block just to drive an hour and a half for a burger. So, let me suck it up and move on with my life.

I guess this blog post will be a recap of my life at MSA so far, starting with New Student Day.

So, on New Student Day, I was anxious. Very, very anxious. I was wearing this ugly pink outfit and I didn’t have time to look like I wanted to be here, so I was scared that no one was going to accept me as their new peer. But, lo and behold, I met my senior, Carter, and my first friends here, Stephyne, Katie, and Hannah. I couldn’t stay for long, however, because my parents wanted to leave as soon as possible.

I didn’t speak to anyone that whole summer.

This past August was hectic. I left my best friends and my dog behind to pursue dreams I wasn’t even sure about. But, A’Naiya, my bestest friend, told me that it was worth it. She said that she believed in me and that was the only thing that got me to Brookhaven on August 2nd. I had to move in on the 3rd, but my family wanted to get there ahead of time so that they didn’t have to get up at 6 to  put everything in the car  and get on the road.

So, to recap all of August: I started off really strong. Then a few of us caught feelings, bonded over those feelings, and some of us got over those feelings (I am not included in that group sksksksk). But, if I’m being honest, August wasn’t too bad of a month. It was just very….fast. I didn’t expect it to give me whiplash, ya’know?

My best friend, A’Naiya Miggins.

September was way worse than August, and it was slow enough for me to actually process what was going on, which, simultaneously, made it even worse and better.

So, recap: I caught harder feelings.

That’s it. It’s over. I’m done. That’s all. I caught harder feelings. And I know what you’re thinking, you hypothetical logic speaker. “How did you catch feelings if you barely know her?” I just did. From day 1. I just felt it, ya’know?

No, but honestly, September has just been a terrible month for me, mentally. I just feel so…..off. I don’t want to sleep anymore. I don’t want to eat anymore. I just wanna lie in bed and disassociate. But that’s okay, I’m fine. That wouldn’t prove to be anything but detrimental.

So,yeah!! That’s my life at MSA thus far. Thanks for reading!!

Author: Azya Lyons

“have i gone mad? im afraid so, but let me tell you something, the best people usualy are.” -Lewis Carrol, Alice in Wonderland aw skeet skeet View all posts by Azya Lyons