Author: Jaleigha Williams

As you can see in the title, I’m going to talk about something, something I think I just need to get off my chest. So, for the past few days I been feeling lost and I don’t know what to do for real. So, I guess in a way I’m helping for some help. I know the blog supposed to be about fun things, but I wanted to do something different if that’s ok.

So basically, like I said I’m feeling lost, I would normally do some of my anxiety exercises, but I don’t think they would help, tried listing to music that didn’t work, I even tried writing that didn’t even help. I tried everything that I know but nothing helping, and I don’t feel like I can open up to people for real, they just use what every I tell them against me. I been so stuck on this one problem that I just think that I’m the problem but at the same time I know I’m not the problem.

I’m good at helping other people out with they problem, like I can give out some good advice when it comes down to me helping out with my friends, but I can’t help myself out, what type of stuff is that? So, it looks like I’m have to listen to what y’all have to say, I’m try I don’t even listen my sister for real lol, but I’m trying to take y’all advice.

I don’t know if I’m doing the right thing by just ignoring the problem or if it’s the wrong thing. I know people say you have to face your problems, but the thing is, I have tried but yet I feel like I’m not being understand and that makes me even more mad. Y’all pls just give me some advice. What should I do?

To tell the truth, I didn’t think I would make so many friends in the first week. I thought I was go stay to myself but nope. I can say this type of things don’t happen to a lot of people so I’m glad that I get to have a opportunity like this. Yes we still have to ack like we have since lol. Even if we not staying home this school is out new home, but let me get to some of the things I liked so far.

So, so far  it’s been good. yea i have my time when I get sad but the best part is that we have people here that care bout us, but back on the good things. We have had our times outside when everybody would just be out, we’ll be playing music, playing cards game, playing basketball, and my favorite doing TikTok’s like the line dancing. I think my favorite memory in these 4 weeks would be the water day and the skating even doe some people did get hurt but it was so much fun.

Theses are my friends, yes they very fun to be around. I feel like I can always be myself around them and so I’m let y’all know why y’all reading this, I’m a verry nice person I can be weird but in a good way. I am a crybaby lol, and i do overthink a a lot but these kids don’t care they just like me for me, and yes i don’t play about them lol. But its more people I’m cool with I just feel like I’m always around them.

These two people are to funny, my boy best friend and my fake bae yes I said fake bae! me and my bsfn ( Melvin) been cool since camp. We got closer when we got here and taking classes together. He a very easy person to talk to so I’m glad I have somebody like him. We have my fake bae lol😂I can’t say her name at all so I’m not go even try to spell it! But she might have her days but when she do she still find a way to make sure I’m okay when I’m feeling down. I can tell her how I feel and she would really listen, and she’ll give good advice sometimes but I love her.

It’s more people I can go own about but for now I think this it, I love this school I do I might be ready to go home on weekends but I’ll be ready to come back lol.

Okay thx for reading my blog once aging have a nice dayy!!

K-pop demon hunter was one of the best movie I ever watched.  I’m not a big fan of K-pop stuff but baby when I say this movie had me on my feet! It was sooo good like real good. They songs was to good. I love that song “Golden” It was a good song and I feel like a lot of people can kind of relate to it.  I love they song Free as well, who am I kidding, I love all the songs! I never thought I would get into K-pop music until I watched this.

Let me get more into the songs!! So like I said at first, Free!!! OMG!!! Free is so good like I can listen to that song so many times and not get tired of it. Free is really about how they wanna be free from the demon side of them. They even say how they feel when they can talk to each other through out the song. Then we have “Your Idol” When I say they ate that song up. It was the song they use to get all the people to come so they can get they soul. But guess who came just in time to save everybody. YEP RUMI!! She sang ” this is what it sounds like and girlllllllll!!! When Zoey and Mira came in with singing,  then they all just came together was the best. That song is what saved every body and I see why.

My favorite person was Rumi. I can relate to Rumi, and I think other people. can too. She was having a hard time but still did what was best for her people. she felt like she had to change for her friends and thought they wouldn’t look at her the same or love her if they found out she was a half demon. She tried to fix everything on her on and still tried to help save the world. Even after she thought she could trust Jinu, He turned his back on her but still end up saving her to make it up. 

During the movie it show the women that took care of Rumi. The women made Rumi hide her patterns when she was little and always felt like that was the best thing to do at the time. When Rumi friends saw it she went to the women who took care of here and explode wit anger and sadness. 

After Zoey and Mira saw Rumi patters, they made her run off. They thought Rumi was a bad person but even then, Rumi still saved everybody. This movie was a 10/10 for real, like when I say this movie had me on my feet then the vocals when they song had me like WHAT! Now I watched this two times, and I already know the songs that’s crazy. But I would say if you haven’t watched this amazing movie, WATCH IT ASAP!!!  

Okay that’s is for this week blog thx for reading😁💕

Welcome to my blog guys, my first time every doing this. Any way my name Jaleigha/Leigha/Ladybug (most get called Leigha). I’m a very silly person and I love to eat anything blue. I love to do TikTok’s, love to sing, love animals, and I LOVE TEDDYBEARS!!

I have been writing since I was in first grade to be honest. In first grade I started to write to help with my coping. I also was dealing with a lot so I would write about my day or act like I was writing to my mom. I had like 60 something journals in my room lol! I would just write just to write. I would try to write songs with my sister, I would write about my day, my feelings, and I would write silly stores only about animals.

Growing up I got to learn how to write with using the right lower and capital case latter, and where to put the right punctuation marks. Yes, I can say writing is not so easy even if you have been writing for months even years, writing can be hard at time (at least for me). I say that because you can have some good ideals for stores, but you might have to take a good little amount of time to think of something (I take a while sometimes.)  But when I listen to music it be easy for me because I don’t think much then I be singing or dancing to the music. Anyway I have always love writing and think it’s a good way to free your mind. But yea, so this is me. See I told said y’all was go love me. I know I’m a chill person and I’m a little weird but yea. 

Thanks for reading my first blog.