I look at him<\/p>\n
Our eyes meet<\/p>\n
I look over him while we are out in public<\/p>\n
Still debating<\/p>\n
I have loved him for years<\/p>\n
He was nineteen when we dated for the first time<\/p>\n
I was sixteen<\/p>\n
Both under pressure from supposed friends<\/p>\n
I had no feeling for him the first year and a half<\/p>\n
And\u00a0<\/p>\n
All of a sudden\u00a0<\/p>\n
I stopped thinking of my boyfriend as an imaginary guy who didn’t exist<\/p>\n
And took notice of the one person who worshipped me like a goddess (literally).<\/p>\n
A year and a half later<\/p>\n
We’d decided to get closer as friends and wait to mature more<\/p>\n
I’d wanted to wait until I’d graduated and because I have ambitions<\/p>\n
I didn’t want to be tied down<\/p>\n
He respects my wishes\u00a0<\/p>\n
My sister is my idol<\/p>\n
She was reluctant at first but after getting to know him loves him as a brother<\/p>\n
Her disapproval was the main reason we broke up<\/p>\n
Other than the friends sabotaging our relationship<\/p>\n
I love him<\/p>\n
I really do<\/p>\n
But\u00a0<\/p>\n
I spent years of my life hating everyone or having no emotions<\/p>\n
How am I supposed to love him as deeply as he does me?<\/p>\n
We’re both equally as broken<\/p>\n
There are days when someone can say hi to us<\/p>\n
and we sob for hours<\/p>\n
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