{"id":7703,"date":"2020-01-15T10:27:59","date_gmt":"2020-01-15T16:27:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=7703"},"modified":"2020-01-15T10:27:59","modified_gmt":"2020-01-15T16:27:59","slug":"new-year-new-me-i-guess","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2020\/01\/15\/new-year-new-me-i-guess\/","title":{"rendered":"new year new me I guess"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve personally never been big on setting goals and resolutions for the New Year until last year, which is really the reason I made it here. My goal for this year hasn&#8217;t differentiated much from last year&#8217;s, however. Last year, it was to put more time and effort into my grades and work more towards getting into this school.<\/p>\n<p>I had never been very serious about my grades until I heard of this school, and I decided I wanted to try and get all A&#8217;s for the first time so I could increase the probability of getting in. Although I did not get all A&#8217;s, I brought my grades significantly higher than they were before and ended up making it in, and raising my self esteem based on my founded potential. Since I have been here, I have only had all A&#8217;s on my progress and report cards after convincing myself I was capable of doing so.<\/p>\n<p>This year, my goal\/ resolution is to get all A&#8217;s and bring my ACT score up at least 4 points. Although I have more than just academic goals, I&#8217;m mainly focusing on these so I can get into a better college next year. I&#8217;m really just trying to work towards making my future really successful.<\/p>\n<p>Before I came here, I had never thought about college or what I wanted to do with my life, much less use my passion for writing as a way to get a job or scholarship. At my old school, I was always really behind in my classes compared to all my friends due to my dyslexia, and it was really frustrating and discouraging. I was put in classes that never really challenged me the way I needed to be challenged. I gained a mentality that I probably wouldn&#8217;t be good enough to even get into a local collage. It wasn&#8217;t until last year that I started really trying in school and found what I was really capable of.<\/p>\n<p>I had an interview with a war veteran in History class and my teacher asked him, <em>&#8220;If this was the last group of students you could ever talk to, what would you say, or what do you think they need to know?&#8221;<\/em> He paused for a little bit and then answered,<em> &#8220;I would tell them&#8230; never let where you&#8217;re from make you feel like you can&#8217;t do something.&#8221;<\/em> Living in Mississippi and the education system not being very effective in most parts, we are looked at as being unintelligent and incapable of having a great abundance of knowledge. However, this particular war veteran grew up in Mississippi as well and graduated from Yale and got his higher degree in learning at Harvard. Don&#8217;t let where you come from limit what you&#8217;re capable of.<\/p>\n<p>Really, you can find yourself accomplishing things you never knew you were capable of until you make an effort to better yourself in any aspect. While I have my academic goals, I&#8217;m also working this year to be more outgoing and loving. This is something that is extremely difficult for me to do after losing a lot of people in my life. Believe it or not, I used to be really outgoing and talkative when I was younger, but every year of getting older, I lost more and more of that part of myself after dealing with *life*. It&#8217;s a part of myself that I want to get back, and with work, I can.<\/p>\n<p>I hope you all do great with keeping your resolutions this year:)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve personally never been big on setting goals and resolutions for the New Year until last year, which is really the reason I made it here. My goal for this year hasn&#8217;t differentiated much from last year&#8217;s, however. Last year, it was to put more time and effort into my grades and work more towards &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2020\/01\/15\/new-year-new-me-i-guess\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;new year new me I guess&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":52,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7703"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/52"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7703"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7703\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7850,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7703\/revisions\/7850"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7703"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7703"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7703"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}