{"id":6604,"date":"2019-10-23T09:36:16","date_gmt":"2019-10-23T14:36:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=6604"},"modified":"2019-10-23T09:36:16","modified_gmt":"2019-10-23T14:36:16","slug":"my-mental-adventures","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2019\/10\/23\/my-mental-adventures\/","title":{"rendered":"My Mental Adventures"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This is just gonna be a collection of poems of mine that I really like!!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Her Yellow Gloves&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her Yellow Gloves<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">All over America women are washing dishes.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It&#8217;s scrubbing and rubbing; it&#8217;s Dawn soap<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">On subdued yellow gloves; it&#8217;s cracks in plates;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">broken glass in the sink; it&#8217;s blood and bruises<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">and never knowing what&#8217;s to come.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">All over America women are washing<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">dishes that they&#8217;re supposed to save for when<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He wants people over.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Blues and purples splinter across her arm,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">shaped by strong hands that once held her close,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">hidden by the sleeves on her dress,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">flared at the waist and the color of His eyes.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It\u2019s broken vases and bleeding noses.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It\u2019s his knuckles, bloody and bruised\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">and her eyes, black and busted.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">All over America, women are washing dishes,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">their fingers pruning with the constant submersion<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">like a housewife under the pressure of perfectionism.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">If she wants to wash anything, it&#8217;s\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">the feeling of her husband off her skin.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">If she wants to dry anything, it\u2019s<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">the tears on her cheek when he leaves again<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">for a hussy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her life is rung out and dried,<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">nothing but debris at the bottom of the overused sponge.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Look, she says, once I was fine porcelain<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">saved for special occasions and treasured beyond measure\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">but now I am Tupperware.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I am overworked and underappreciated.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Washing is not a choice, but a necessity.\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What Does She Look Like?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She stares blankly at me as I assess her.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There is a white glow behind her.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She resembles an angel.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Parted down the middle, the shiny, black smudge atop her head<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Glistens with the thoughts she hides behind her cold,\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0ash colored eyes.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0She resembles Hades.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her eyelashes are short, visible, and powerful.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Without blinking, she bats away all competitors.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She challenges me.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She stares at me with clean contempt.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her eyebrows arch oddly, the proportions off<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">But still beautifully assymetrical.\u00a0 Her nose runs down<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0her face in a short, bulbous fashion.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She resembles her mother.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her high cheekbones, swaddled in skin of blacks, whites, and browns,<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0fade away from her nostrils is a smooth<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Almost flawless motion.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her lips are small, but not pursed.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">They are as blank as her stare.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She resembles her father.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her face goes downwards into a soft roll,<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The sides gently curving into the formation of a chin.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her hair reaches down her back, cascading in long spirals.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her neck is partially covered by her hair.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The part that does show is smooth,<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0Kinda like marble,<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And it resembles the complexion of her people.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The Collar.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It&#8217;s a folded collar, like the one I wore in<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Elementary School.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The shirt itself is a mirage of greys, each one slightly different.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She stares blankly at me as I assess her.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She is suspended in space,<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Frozen in time, sentenced to never<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Speak a word again.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yet, she seems to speak to me,<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As clear as black and white.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;My Head&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">1, 2.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Blink Blink.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I wake up and count my breaths.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">1,2.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">1,2.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Good.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Blink Blink.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Okay.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Get dressed.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Okay.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Shirt.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">No no no.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Pants before shirt.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I start over.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Pants.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Shirt.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Good.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Vest.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Coat.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Pocketwatch?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I\u2019ve got it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I get my gloves.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">1,2.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Perfect.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Okay.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Time to leave.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">What time is it?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">4:15<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Oh my god.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I\u2019m late. I\u2019m late.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I run. Right then<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Left. Right<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Then left.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The queen\u2019s gonna<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Have my head.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My head.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Have my head.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She\u2019ll kill me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Mary Ann.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Who will take<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Care of Mary Ann?<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is just gonna be a collection of poems of mine that I really like!! &nbsp; &#8220;Her Yellow Gloves&#8221; Her Yellow Gloves &nbsp; All over America women are washing dishes. It&#8217;s scrubbing and rubbing; it&#8217;s Dawn soap On subdued yellow gloves; it&#8217;s cracks in plates; broken glass in the sink; it&#8217;s blood and bruises and &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2019\/10\/23\/my-mental-adventures\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;My Mental Adventures&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":51,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6604"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/51"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6604"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6604\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7152,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6604\/revisions\/7152"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6604"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6604"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6604"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}