{"id":5430,"date":"2019-03-04T13:02:39","date_gmt":"2019-03-04T19:02:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=5430"},"modified":"2019-03-04T13:02:39","modified_gmt":"2019-03-04T19:02:39","slug":"song-review-intro-iii-by-nf-part-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2019\/03\/04\/song-review-intro-iii-by-nf-part-1\/","title":{"rendered":"Song Review: Intro III by NF part 1"},"content":{"rendered":"

*I’m cutting this into three parts (Pun intended) because the song is fairly long.<\/span><\/p>\n

Off the bat, the first thing I was interested in was that the song was split into “Two parts” Nathan and Nathans fear. This isn’t the first song I have seen a personification of an emotion, but this is one of the few songs which the host of said emotion actually overcomes it, though in this case, I think it was in an unhealthy way, nonetheless the emotion he possess while he’s speaking to himself is very powerful to me. Fear owns this section of the song it doesn’t matter what Nathan wants fear will always get what he wants, right?<\/span><\/p>\n

(NF’s Fear)<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

What, are you scared of me? It’s embarassin’<\/strong><\/span>
\nIf it wasn’t for me, you would’ve never wrote Therapy<\/strong><\/span>
\nI’ve been here for you, but how come you’re never there for me?<\/strong><\/span>
\nIt’s a little bit twisted, but I miss when you and I had scary dreams<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

*It’s clear that Fear is a strong character that seems to take the reigns from the beginning. This to me is a way to showcase that fear is the first one to greet anyone and that it has remained close to NF throughout his life. Fear has lingered since he was a kid.\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

(NF)<\/span><\/p>\n

I don’t really wanna talk about it<\/span><\/p>\n

*I think everyone has had an instance when they have spoken to themselves. Trying to silence the voices in their head from taking over and making themselves worse.<\/span><\/p>\n

(NF’s Fear)<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Well, that’s too bad now, Nate,<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

(NF)<\/span><\/p>\n

shut up!<\/span><\/p>\n

*Another show of force from NF even though he seems to be still playing it fairly passive at this point. He doesn’t want to listen to himself anymore but he can’t help that. he has made this fear as strong as it is now and he has to face it eventuall<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

(NF Fear)<\/strong><\/p>\n

Now where were we?\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Way back in the day when<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou and I had it all mapped out in the basement<\/strong><\/span>
\nCryin’ in your room like a baby<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

*At this point, i think when fear begins to lose a bit of his hold over NF.<\/span><\/p>\n

(NF)<\/span><\/p>\n

I wish mom was here<\/span><\/p>\n

*Through a majority of his songs he mentions his mother. He seems to have had a great but rocky relationship with her and seems to dedicate himself to her in a way for a source of comfort.<\/span><\/p>\n

(NF’s Fear)<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

We all do so we wouldn’t have to hear about it<\/strong><\/span>
\nEvery single record you don’t really wanna change me<\/strong><\/span>
\nYeah, I’m the on that made this happen<\/strong><\/span>
\nDo you really wanna get rid of your main attraction?<\/strong><\/span>
\nLet’s pack our bags and go back to Gladwin now<\/strong><\/span>
\nYeah, it’s time for the third record<\/strong><\/span>
\nAnd you know I got the content<\/strong><\/span>
\nI don’t wanna make you nervous<\/strong><\/span>
\nBut it ain’t like it used to be<\/strong><\/span>
\nWe got a lotta people watchin’<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou told me that you don’t want me in your life<\/strong><\/span>
\nThat’s pretty hard to digest<\/strong><\/span>
\nAnd I told you I’d leave when we die, and we ain’t died ye<\/span>t<\/strong><\/p>\n

*This is when I question if Fear itself is kinda regretting the fact that NF hates him? During the actual song, he seems frustrated and angry that NF refuses to accept that he is apart of his life whether he likes it or not he is him. In a way, I think Fear doesn’t want to die or be forgotten.<\/span><\/p>\n

Therapy Session<\/em> was beautiful, Nate, but I’m wonderin’ what’s comin’ next<\/strong><\/span>
\nYeah, get that stupid hat off of your head when I’m talkin’ to you, you hear what I said<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

*I feel that Fear is feeling disrespected\u00a0at that he’s at this point in time not being taken as seriously as he wants to be.<\/span><\/p>\n

You don’t like the prison I built you?<\/strong><\/span>
\nYeah, you wanna know what the funny thing is?<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou keep on talkin’ to me like a stranger, but we’ve been together since you were a kid<\/strong><\/span>
\nTook us from a no-name<\/strong><\/span>
\nTold you everything was okay<\/strong><\/span>
\nNow you tryna cut me out of it like I ain’t never been a part of it<\/strong><\/span>
\nI am the heart of it, I made this whole thing<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

*Fear created him. Fear is what made him what he is today. is it possible to cut off parts of yourself that you don’t like? At what cost?<\/span><\/p>\n

Yeah, I put us on the dope stage<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou must have no brain<\/strong><\/span>
\nWhat’s the point of having guns if you can’t aim?<\/strong><\/span>
\nWhat’s the point of having blood with no vein?<\/strong><\/span>
\nWhat’s the point of having love with no pain?<\/strong><\/span>
\nWhat I’m sayin’ is me without you doesn’t make any sense<\/strong><\/span>
\nI know I’m intense in controlling, but you need to learn how to cope with it<\/strong><\/span>
\nThat’s just the way that it is<\/strong><\/span>
\nIf you didn’t want me to live in your house, you shouldn’t have let me move in<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

*In\u00a0 Previous song Fear snuck in. NF never really intended for it to happen and that was the last time he left his “Mansion” and after that he decided to stay within the building to stop other things from getting out or getting back in.<\/span><\/p>\n

It’s comfortable here and I like it, I got my own room and everything<\/strong><\/span>
\nIt don’t get better than this!<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou say you wanna own your life, then wake up and take your own advice<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou just mad ’cause you know I’m right<\/strong><\/span>
\nYeah, I’m flattered you put me in Mansion, but you should’ve told ’em right<\/strong><\/span>
\n‘Bout your hands on the coldest nights<\/strong><\/span>
\nYou didn’t tell ’em ’bout the times you and I used to hold he mic<\/strong><\/span>
\nI mean, what are you, outta your mind?<\/strong><\/span>
\n‘Cause both of us will be<\/strong><\/span>
\nCome on, let’s go outside!<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

*Fear tries to take control again and forces NF to face his biggest challenge which is to go back outside. His biggest fear is facing the light and seeing everything\u00a0that he was trying to avoid.<\/span><\/p>\n

Is this what you wanted?<\/strong>
\nBoth of us out in the open? Let’s do it then<\/strong>
\nI mean, why are you doin’ this?<\/strong>
\nI know that you’re mad, but I’m not in the mood for this<\/strong>
\nWe got a record to drop<\/strong>
\nSo why you actin’ like I’m not a part of it?<\/strong><\/p>\n

*Fear goes back to trying to reason with NF he wants him to see his point of view. “You need me to write. You need me to live. You need me” But forcing someone to get over their biggest fear doesn’t cripple them it makes them stronger. Fear and NF willingly\/Unwillingly helped him get over his self in a way.<\/span><\/p>\n

I’m cutting it here because the dynamic completely changes for the other parts. This song is similar to a story it has a beginning, a climax, and an end. For the beginning, I truly enjoyed the conversation and liked the insight into his two parts of himself. Fear seems humanized in a way. He isn’t this giant looming figure, he’s just a voice that taunts and picks NF apart but even Fear can be defeated in a way. Fear feels insecurities Fear even feels fear which was a breath of fresh air to witness for the next two-part i will dive into.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

*I’m cutting this into three parts (Pun intended) because the song is fairly long. Off the bat, the first thing I was interested in was that the song was split into “Two parts” Nathan and Nathans fear. This isn’t the first song I have seen a personification of an emotion, but this is one of … Continue reading “Song Review: Intro III by NF part 1”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":19,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5430"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/19"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5430"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5430\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5516,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5430\/revisions\/5516"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5430"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5430"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5430"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}