{"id":5355,"date":"2019-02-06T15:02:01","date_gmt":"2019-02-06T21:02:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=5355"},"modified":"2019-02-06T15:02:01","modified_gmt":"2019-02-06T21:02:01","slug":"mental-stuff-is-really-weird","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2019\/02\/06\/mental-stuff-is-really-weird\/","title":{"rendered":"mental stuff is really weird"},"content":{"rendered":"

I believe that mental entrapment is deadly. That sounds very odd and out of place on many levels but I believe that to be true in its entirety. In fact, I have so many factors as to why and it\u2019s very common in my family. When I say mental entrapment, though, I don\u2019t just mean not being able to escape those wild thoughts that someone may have at five a.m., but the emotions that hurt the most. Many people would wonder how that could be mental entrapment but those hurtful emotions feed into your innermost thoughts and it starts to become such a huge issue in the lives of many. Mental entrapment for me defines being stuck in your mind for what seems like forever. It is the continuously getting lost between what is real or fiction or even just feeling as if there\u2019s a bind or blockage in your mind, holding you back. Mental entrapment could be caused by many things, including mental illnesses like depression or bipolarism, or even just the simplest of heart breaks. There are so many symptoms and outcomes of what I refer to as mental entrapment. Mentally, it could most definitely affect the way a person thinks and handles a situation. However, it could affect a person physically, as well. From a personal experience, it feels as if someone\u2019s physically squeezing walls against you, blocking your way. The entire feeling is completely different from a panic attack, though they seem the same. Either way, it feels like you cannot escape or get away from whatever is affecting or bothering you. There\u2019s often an urge to run away and due to the fact that you cannot, the feeling gets worse and your chest begins to tighten very harshly. It\u2019s very frightening when it happens and it feels like there\u2019s no way to help it. Personally, that\u2019s why I enjoy travelling so much. Many of my friends or people that have talked to me know how much I talk about travelling and leaving Mississippi. It\u2019s because of the entrapment that I feel mentally. There\u2019s not a particular reason that I can pinpoint, exactly, but whenever I leave the state, I feel free. Those small bursts of freedom are enough to help me get by and when I have to come back, I crave it again. As weird as it sounds, I feel as if I get a broken heart when I come back from a trip away from here. It hurts so much, too. My chest starts to hurt and I get so heart broken. It\u2019s such an odd thing to think about and it seems so weird writing it out. It would probably sound crazier if I said it, but it\u2019s what I feel to be true. It\u2019s such a hard thing to bear through, and I\u2019m often described as someone who has wanderlust. I just hate being trapped. Emotionally, it\u2019s even crazier. I\u2019m stuck with my consistently racing thoughts from sun up to sun down. Sometimes, it\u2019s so bad that sleep becomes a stranger to me. If I tell others this, I\u2019d probably sound like I need to be institutionalized but this is how I view such things. <\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I believe that mental entrapment is deadly. That sounds very odd and out of place on many levels but I believe that to be true in its entirety. In fact, I have so many factors as to why and it\u2019s very common in my family. When I say mental entrapment, though, I don\u2019t just mean … Continue reading “mental stuff is really weird”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":37,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5355"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/37"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5355"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5355\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5362,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5355\/revisions\/5362"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5355"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5355"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5355"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}