bewilderment<\/p>\n
heavy breathing<\/p>\n
tears on an old pillowcase<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I cry for you again<\/p>\n
and again<\/p>\n
always to no avail<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
you are the sun to my flowers<\/p>\n
the moon to my stars<\/p>\n
the day time shine in my eyes<\/p>\n
the midnight bloom<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I will never be over you<\/p>\n
not completely<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
your strong hands will always hold a little piece of me<\/p>\n
and mine will hold a piece of yours too<\/p>\n
we both cut each other to pieces<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
but I think it’s okay<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
it’s okay for us both<\/p>\n
to be making these irrational mistakes<\/p>\n
crying to one another about them<\/p>\n
we never learn<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
all I know is<\/p>\n
when I lie in your arms<\/p>\n
during a time when neither of us know what we want<\/p>\n
know what we need<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I still love you,<\/p>\n
though I won’t say it<\/p>\n
I let it cling to the back of my throat<\/p>\n
as I know it is clinging to yours<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
you think to yourself, “maybe one day.”<\/p>\n
and I whisper it back<\/p>\n
in a small, small voice.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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