It hurts worse when I talk to you.<\/p>\n
Why won’t you just leave me alone?<\/p>\n
You don’t want me to hate you.<\/p>\n
Well, I don’t want to love you,<\/p>\n
and if I don’t hate you,<\/p>\n
then I will.<\/p>\n
I am so tired.<\/p>\n
Exhausted.<\/p>\n
I want to sleep you away.<\/p>\n
But when I wake up you are still in my head.<\/p>\n
I wish I could just forget you,<\/p>\n
all of the pieces,<\/p>\n
everything I learned.<\/p>\n
I don’t think those memories are worth this pain.<\/p>\n
I haven’t cried in days,<\/p>\n
but you say one word to me,<\/p>\n
and here I am.<\/p>\n
I’m so ready to be over you.<\/p>\n
It hurts you are over me.<\/p>\n
I want to be done.<\/p>\n
I want to have the strength to not answer.<\/p>\n
I want to have the strength to not talk to you.<\/p>\n
I cant keep doing this.<\/p>\n
I can’t.<\/p>\n
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