{"id":3122,"date":"2018-04-05T13:09:59","date_gmt":"2018-04-05T18:09:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=3122"},"modified":"2018-04-05T13:09:59","modified_gmt":"2018-04-05T18:09:59","slug":"death-my-personal-angel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2018\/04\/05\/death-my-personal-angel\/","title":{"rendered":"Death, My Personal Angel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>These small pieces of prose are inspired by pictures I use for my daily wallpapers and collages I have made in the past.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>(Angelic provision of Jesus Christ, O Lord, be with thee!)<\/p>\n<p>My blood&#8217;s got it&#8217;s own pair of eyes now, Christ. The only blood I&#8217;ve got left.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i.pinimg.com\/564x\/cb\/68\/19\/cb681979e096102d5646ffb8e50e5ffe.jpg\" alt=\" \" \/><\/p>\n<p>To Death, my personal angel:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i.pinimg.com\/564x\/fb\/a2\/20\/fba2200490954ef5de305a13b07aa8a5.jpg\" alt=\"Emma McNally\" \/><\/p>\n<p>To the one who got rid of the babies and the broken bottles. I&#8217;m listening to trash indie on a speaker in the shower, shaving horizontal with the\u00a0bloodstreams and the veins and watching green vines overflow on my hips like milk in the pitcher. And yeah, I&#8217;m angry.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i.pinimg.com\/564x\/c5\/77\/65\/c577656f3e6cf8bd6b91a91185baaf16.jpg\" alt=\"Flores\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m pissed,\u00a0this sloppy red mess is all\u00a0I&#8217;ve got left and the bottle hit me on the jaw and threw me in the kitchen at three am, in a puddle of my own spit. They tell me I&#8217;m a daughter of a man with stains on his hands and I believe them. They tell me my rigor mortise is setting in a\u00a0few decades early and I sit back to watch the dog tags slip\u00a0between my broken left tooth.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i.pinimg.com\/564x\/6e\/3c\/e1\/6e3ce158cae3c7f76143e00ca0aae520.jpg\" alt=\"tumblr_oi3frfIEVg1ue441bo1_540.png (540\u00c3\u0097245)\" \/><\/p>\n<p>In Luke 22:43, we find Jesus in\u00a0the garden again, but this time,strangling the roe bushes. The angels it on Calvary&#8217;s tree, letting apples fall from the stem to rot.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i.pinimg.com\/564x\/f4\/35\/2f\/f4352f18632e80c0e9eb0edc97ace870.jpg\" alt=\"stopping at 7 eleven\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Lazarus was escorted to the snack machine\u00a0when the commercials rolled, he passed while eating a corn chip. I hear the understudy is taking the job quite nicely.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i.pinimg.com\/564x\/68\/f8\/ad\/68f8adbd5c1b3525ed5b5f9cf76049ad.jpg\" alt=\"\u00e2\u0098\u0086 Cross at the Temple Tattoo :+: Oakland, CA. \u00e2\u0098\u0086\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Some songwriter is going to put it like this:<\/p>\n<p>When there&#8217;s nothing in your face screaming<\/p>\n<p>hell is the enemy,<\/p>\n<p>who&#8217;s to judge when you leave this town?<\/p>\n<p>The gate is open and burning, but so too<\/p>\n<p>are you, and again,<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i.pinimg.com\/564x\/c1\/f1\/2a\/c1f12aba492d92c273d2ca1bd938a82b.jpg\" alt=\"Photographer - Rhiannon Padfield\" \/><\/p>\n<p>the circumstantial crucified by prophecies and the<\/p>\n<p>provisional holy one.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>These small pieces of prose are inspired by pictures I use for my daily wallpapers and collages I have made in the past. (Angelic provision of Jesus Christ, O Lord, be with thee!) My blood&#8217;s got it&#8217;s own pair of eyes now, Christ. The only blood I&#8217;ve got left. To Death, my personal angel: To &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2018\/04\/05\/death-my-personal-angel\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Death, My Personal Angel&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":25,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3122"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/25"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3122"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3122\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3144,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3122\/revisions\/3144"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3122"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3122"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3122"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}