they say you are what you eat<\/p>\n
but what about what you drink?<\/p>\n
I drank liter of juice<\/p>\n
but I don’t feel anymore sweet<\/p>\n
or fruity<\/p>\n
like that candle you got me<\/p>\n
because of my sexuality<\/p>\n
thats only for men i tell you<\/p>\n
you tell me that its half true<\/p>\n
but only when its convenient<\/p>\n
find a middle ground<\/p>\n
or you can’t stick around<\/p>\n
but i’m a fish out of water<\/p>\n
and i don’t care if you want her<\/p>\n
they say you are what you eat<\/p>\n
but what about where you sleep?<\/p>\n
on the top bunk of a bed<\/p>\n
in a room where nothing is said<\/p>\n
only heard<\/p>\n
god i hope that was a bird<\/p>\n
whoops<\/p>\n
wrong room<\/p>\n
in that room i sleep on the floor<\/p>\n
and don’t do chores<\/p>\n
i just sleep<\/p>\n
and pretend to ignore<\/p>\n
the knocks on the walls<\/p>\n
and the thing they used to kill the lord<\/p>\n
they say you are what you eat<\/p>\n
but what about where you creep?<\/p>\n
i’d rather put a bullet in my head<\/p>\n
then have my parents say don’t let it happen again<\/p>\n
it wasn’t my fault<\/p>\n
i don’t care what they say<\/p>\n
p l e a s e\u00a0 l i l l y<\/p>\n
die.<\/p>\n
you’re the only man who has ever made me cry<\/p>\n
i suppressed<\/p>\n
and I folded<\/p>\n
and folded<\/p>\n
103 times<\/p>\n
i looked at myself and realized i was dying<\/p>\n
and suddenly every man was you<\/p>\n
they say you are what you eat<\/p>\n
but what about what you think?<\/p>\n
i live with five people<\/p>\n
and you live with two<\/p>\n
we all share a bathroom<\/p>\n
but you’ve never shared a day in your life, have you?<\/p>\n
until you met me, that is<\/p>\n
you share me with three people<\/p>\n
and i share you with none<\/p>\n
well, shared<\/p>\n
loving you was like trying to own nice furniture in a house filled with cats<\/p>\n
i will never tell you that<\/p>\n
i’ve been told i don’t talk much<\/p>\n
but no one really listens much<\/p>\n
so i’ll just keep everything in here<\/p>\n
playing my thoughts on repeat until i disappear.<\/p>\n
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