{"id":2978,"date":"2018-03-28T16:09:42","date_gmt":"2018-03-28T21:09:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=2978"},"modified":"2018-03-28T16:09:42","modified_gmt":"2018-03-28T21:09:42","slug":"no-sucker","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2018\/03\/28\/no-sucker\/","title":{"rendered":"No Sucker"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Truth is, I just don’t believe that\u00a0 i’m cut for your average day love story and relationship. I don’t think i’m cut for any kind of romantic relationship really. I am able find comfort in platonic relations but that’s it.<\/p>\n

These are are self realizations and I am perfectly fine with that because I know myself. I know that I won’t allow myself to “belong” or compromise because of how free\u00a0I am.\u00a0\"\"<\/p>\n

I don’t see myself being able to be in a stable relationship because I can’t seem to care, or make myself care, for someone on that level. I do love people though, my family, my friends, myself! I have a lot of love to give but the selfishness of those who are in a relationship is not good energy in my opinion.<\/p>\n

I do not like possessiveness and I surely do not want to be a possession. As the saying goes I am “cut from a different cloth.” I believe that I am free in every aspect, that I don’t belong because I am not rooted in anything, but to the earth itself. I know in my heart that I would like to feel the way others feel about their significant others but I also know that I am not made greed.<\/p>\n

I feel as if I belong to the world, that I am one with the universe and many seem to not be able to understand that.<\/p>\n

I also have had a bad relationship, which lasted for a year and a half,then ended terribly. Here I am, a better person, and now that I look back on it, it was extremely unhealthy. I knew then that it would end, but I tried to hold on. He gave me no reason to, choosing glitter over saffron. Although being with him helped me gained knowledge as to how and why I don’t work well in exclusive relationships.<\/p>\n

I would much rather sit on my own and learn about people from wherever standpoint I find myself, as long as it’s not in the middle of some chaotic high school and 20 something era relationship.<\/p>\n

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I would like to be my own person, doing my own thing, living my own life, and going wherever I see fit. I am my own person through and through. I am also my art and my heartbreaks and my bad experiences and everything in between.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Truth is, I just don’t believe that\u00a0 i’m cut for your average day love story and relationship. I don’t think i’m cut for any kind of romantic relationship really. I am able find comfort in platonic relations but that’s it. These are are self realizations and I am perfectly fine with that because I know … Continue reading “No Sucker”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":26,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2978"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/26"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2978"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2978\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3039,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2978\/revisions\/3039"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2978"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2978"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2978"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}