wrapped \u03b9n \u0442\u043de dar\u0138ne\u0455\u0455<\/p>\n
\u0455\u043de \u0455lowly dr\u03b9\u0493\u0442\u0455 \u03b9n\u0442o deep \u0455l\u03c5\u043c\u0432er<\/p>\n
yo\u03c5 lay \u0442\u043dere<\/p>\n
wonder\u03b9ng w\u043da\u0442 yo\u03c5r l\u03b9\u0493e \u03b9\u0455 \u0442oo \u0432eco\u043ce<\/p>\n
yo\u03c5 wonder w\u043da\u0442 w\u03b9ll \u043dappen \u0442o yo\u03c5<\/p>\n
yo\u03c5 \u03c5nder\u0455\u0442and yo\u03c5 co\u03c5ld never \u0432e w\u03b9\u0442\u043d \u043der<\/p>\n
yo\u03c5 \u0432el\u03b9eve yo\u03c5r\u0455el\u0493 \u0442o \u0432e a \u043con\u0455\u0442er<\/p>\n
and \u043der.?<\/p>\n
\u0455\u043de \u03b9\u0455 no le\u0455\u0455 \u043d\u03c5\u043can \u0442\u043dan yo\u03c5r\u0455el\u0493<\/p>\n
\u0432\u03c5\u0442 yo\u03c5 real\u03b9ze yo\u03c5r \u0493a\u03c5l\u0442\u0455 & yo\u03c5 \u0138now yo\u03c5 co\u03c5ld \u0432r\u03b9ng \u043der \u043dar\u043c<\/p>\n
\u0432\u03c5\u0442 \u0455\u043de \u03b9\u0455 yo\u03c5r co\u03c5n\u0442er par\u0442<\/p>\n
yo\u03c5 are \u0442orn \u0432e\u0442ween \u0442\u043de\u0455e \u0442\u043do\u03c5g\u043d\u0442\u0455 yo\u03c5 p\u03c5ll \u043der clo\u0455e<\/p>\n
\u0442\u043den \u0455\u043de rela\u0445e\u0455 and yo\u03c5 \u0493eel a \u0432\u03b9\u0442 \u0432e\u0442\u0442er<\/p>\n
yo\u03c5 \u0442\u043d\u03b9n\u0138 \u0493or q\u03c5\u03b9\u0442e a w\u043d\u03b9le<\/p>\n
yo\u03c5 co\u03c5ld love \u043der or leave \u043der<\/p>\n
\u0442\u043d\u03b9n\u0138\u03b9ng and dec\u03b9d\u03b9ng<\/p>\n
all \u0442\u043de w\u043d\u03b9le dr\u03b9\u0493\u0442\u03b9ng o\u0493\u0493 \u0442o \u0455leep<\/p>\n
\u0442\u043den yo\u03c5r \u043dear\u0442 \u0455\u0442op\u0455<\/p>\n
–<\/p>\n
only one w\u043do \u043da\u0455 \u0455een \u0442r\u03c5e \u03c5gl\u03b9ne\u0455\u0455<\/p>\n
can \u0455ee p\u03c5re \u0432ea\u03c5\u0442y<\/p>\n
\u0493or \u0442\u043de eye dec\u03b9eve\u0455 \u0442\u043do\u0455e w\u043do do no\u0442 \u0138now<\/p>\n
“\u0432ea\u03c5\u0442y \u03b9\u0455 \u03b9n \u0442\u043de eye o\u0493 \u0442\u043de \u0432e\u043dolder” a\u0455 one wo\u03c5ld \u0455ay<\/p>\n
\u0432\u03c5\u0442 yo\u03c5 \u043c\u03c5\u0455\u0442 \u0455ee \u0442\u043de w\u03b9c\u0138ed\u03b9e\u0455\u0442 o\u0493 crea\u0442\u03c5re\u0455 \u0442o \u0432el\u03b9eve \u03b9n \u0442\u043de \u043co\u0455\u0442 \u0455\u0442\u03c5nn\u03b9ng \u0442rea\u0455\u03c5re\u0455 o\u0493 \u0442\u043d\u03b9\u0455 ear\u0442\u043d<\/p>\n
wa\u0442c\u043d clo\u0455ely,\u0493or yo\u03c5 \u0455\u043dall \u0455ee w\u03b9\u0442\u043d yo\u03c5r \u043c\u03b9nd\u0455 eye<\/p>\n
o\u0442\u043de\u0442w\u03b9\u0455e yo\u03c5 w\u03b9ll go \u0442\u043dro\u03c5g\u043d l\u03b9\u0493e \u0432l\u03b9nded \u0432y \u0493a\u0138e \u0432ea\u03c5\u0442\u03b9e\u0455 & \u0442\u043de wor\u0455\u0442 o\u0493 \u0442\u043d\u03b9ng\u0455<\/p>\n
~\u0138\u03b9ng\u0455ley<\/p>\n
–<\/p>\n
All I want to do is<\/p>\n
Break the bottle<\/p>\n
Grab the glass<\/p>\n
Cut my vein<\/p>\n
& Fall in the grass<\/p>\n
I’m dying<\/p>\n
I’m dying<\/p>\n
Sing about me when I’m dead<\/p>\n
The pounding is much too real<\/p>\n
Much too hard in my head<\/p>\n
I’m tired I’m tired<\/p>\n
I’m screaming for help<\/p>\n
No one listens<\/p>\n
So I’m done<\/p>\n
I’m done<\/p>\n
I’m finally through<\/p>\n
Let me fall to my death in peace<\/p>\n
& Remember me as you once knew..
\n_<\/p>\n
Laying in this cold winter grass<\/p>\n
Smoking,doing anything teens would do.You asked me why I was with you instead of him. The answer was simple really.I love you. He was just a part time thrill. You laid there thinking for quite some time. I inhaled the smoke & let it out slowly. I could never think of a life without you. The day I met you was perfect. So I wondered why you would ask that. It was funny really. But I didn’t want to think anymore. So I just kissed you & let your soft skin touch me. It was sweet bliss. The combination of skin & smoke was complete ecstasy to me. My senses were gone & I was no more. I felt as if we were one. I laid beside you once again & just drifted off. Sweet Paradise was all I ever wanted.<\/p>\n
–<\/p>\n
Do you know the terror of he who falls asleep<\/p>\n
To the very toes he is terrified<\/p>\n
Because the ground gives way under him.<\/p>\n
And the dreams begin…
\n_
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