Hello guys\u2026. Honestly this blog is just gonna be how I\u2019ve felt since moving to this school. Also, I wanna preface all of this with I LOVE my life and I love this school and all the opportunities I have but like also its kinda expected for me to be stressed out!!! And I want to vent some of that out!!!! And I\u2019m sure at least some of you can relate to it<\/p>\n
There is literally ALWAYS something to do. Everywhere. Theres always an assignment I could (should) be writing and if I\u2019ve already written it I could be improving or revising before I submit it. Theres like 3 things to turn in while I\u2019m writing this!!! Did I make my first blog about procrastination\u2026 maybe. Have I also not started my homework due by the end of the day\u2026. also maybe. (editing rn I did finish that homework like an hour after writing this).<\/p>\n
Even when I think I\u2019ve finished my school work there\u2019s something else to do. Miraculously my rooms always a mess and I NEVER have time to clean it other than cleaning night (yes I do I\u2019m just lazy). Theres somehow always laundry to do no matter how recently I thought I did it, and I just love doing it so much I love it. Can you hear the sarcasm in my voice.<\/p>\n
Yes I am being a little dramatic but I\u2019m STRESSED, but in all honesty it isn\u2019t as bad as I make it out to be. I enjoy the routine being here\u2019s given me even if I do get a little burnt out by it. I know it isn\u2019t the same as an actual college students life, but I think I am being prepared for it (I hope at least if its even worse I might not survive omgs.). I LOVE being kept busy, distraction helps SO much with being anxious or any other mental issues, so that\u2019s helped me overall.<\/p>\n
Having a somewhat flexible schedule is REALLY nice for me because I am so insanely unproductive without a schedule like its not even funny,, but also really strict schedules completely burn me out. Ik I\u2019m just expanding on what I said about routines but I LOVE routines. Systems and organization are big things I need in my life.<\/p>\n
Anyway to focus less ono the actual aspects of living my life, I\u2019ve also been so much more hopeful for my future here!!!! I have actual friends here and they actually LIKE me (I hope so at least), and we hang out and stuff and I actually TALK to them. I kinda sound like a loser here but you gotta understand I\u2019ve never really been good at making friends guys so it\u2019s a weird thing for me when they\u2019re not terrible and evil.<\/p>\n
Also I find I\u2019ve been handling the work load better than I thought I would. Yes, it\u2019s a lot, but I also though itd be so so much worse. And it finally clicked in my head that like.. this is a really good school!!! And colleges will recognize that!!! And I have a shot at a good college instead of having to settle for a community college!!! That\u2019s something I\u2019ve always been anxious about in my future so its nice that some of my worries are padded<\/p>\n
That\u2019s all for this week\u2026 I hope you can relate in SOME way and this isn\u2019t just me yapping about myself for no reason, and I hope you have a good day!!!<\/p>\n
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