{"id":2322,"date":"2018-02-28T13:29:23","date_gmt":"2018-02-28T19:29:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=2322"},"modified":"2018-02-28T13:29:23","modified_gmt":"2018-02-28T19:29:23","slug":"ode-to-that-straight-girl","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2018\/02\/28\/ode-to-that-straight-girl\/","title":{"rendered":"Ode to that straight girl"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have my father&#8217;s teeth, but my mother&#8217;s bite<\/p>\n<p>This makes me good at fighting,<\/p>\n<p>And bad at everything else<\/p>\n<p>I snap bones<\/p>\n<p>Draw blood<\/p>\n<p>Break hearts<\/p>\n<p>And still I swear I&#8217;m more of a lover than a fighter<\/p>\n<p>More of a loser than a winner.<\/p>\n<p>The kind of guy that only wants you when you don&#8217;t want him<\/p>\n<p>The kind of girl that wants only what doesn&#8217;t belong to her<\/p>\n<p>The kind of guy you write angry poetry about<\/p>\n<p>The kind of girl you write breakup songs for<\/p>\n<p>The kind of guy you don&#8217;t take home to your parents<\/p>\n<p>The kind of girl who can&#8217;t be owned<\/p>\n<p>This scared you.<\/p>\n<p>Fight or flight?<\/p>\n<p>You were never a fan of heights<\/p>\n<p>So\u00a0 you hit<\/p>\n<p>And you missed<\/p>\n<p>And I dodged<\/p>\n<p>And I fell<\/p>\n<p>Deeper<\/p>\n<p>And deeper<\/p>\n<p>And you jumped in after me<\/p>\n<p>Still swinging and kicking<\/p>\n<p>Swinging and kicking<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I&#8217;ve gotta keep you on your toes&#8217; you&#8217;d say<\/p>\n<p>But I had fallen head first<\/p>\n<p>Deeper<\/p>\n<p>And deeper<\/p>\n<p>I was too old for fighting by the time you caught up with me<\/p>\n<p>By that time I was good for nothing<\/p>\n<p>And you were good for everything<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;When are we going to fight?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>When are you going to start saying what you mean<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Hit me&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Kiss me<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Don&#8217;t look at me like that&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Make me<\/p>\n<p>You hurt to look at<\/p>\n<p>Must be love<\/p>\n<p>Or at least that&#8217;s what my friends say<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t think love is supposed to hurt<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t see a point in that<\/p>\n<p>Other types of love don&#8217;t hurt<\/p>\n<p>So why should this<\/p>\n<p>We always end up in this position<\/p>\n<p>With you over me<\/p>\n<p>Gives you a false sense of security<\/p>\n<p>That you&#8217;re the one in control<\/p>\n<p>I let you believe it<\/p>\n<p>I, a wolf in sheep&#8217;s clothing<\/p>\n<p>You, an angel in disguise<\/p>\n<p>Y&#8217;know<\/p>\n<p>Like that song you like<\/p>\n<p>By that artist I love<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;You&#8217;re lying&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>If I was you wouldn&#8217;t be able to tell.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Does this mean choke?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>You know it doesn&#8217;t<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Coward&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Maybe<\/p>\n<p>Dog bites and bee stings got nothing on you babe<\/p>\n<p>But you&#8217;re still one of my favorite things<\/p>\n<p>Scarier than any horror movie<\/p>\n<p>Scarier than that dream I had last night<\/p>\n<p>Scarier than your mom<\/p>\n<p>We would have never worked<\/p>\n<p>But we didn&#8217;t need the cards to tell us that<\/p>\n<p>Did we<\/p>\n<p>I can only love in ways you don&#8217;t know how<\/p>\n<p>Swinging and kicking<\/p>\n<p>Even skeletons need more than skinny love<\/p>\n<p>Swinging and kicking<\/p>\n<p>Red and blue<\/p>\n<p>Swinging and kicking<\/p>\n<p>But your drop was shallow<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;I <em>do<\/em> like you&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Deeper<\/p>\n<p>And deeper<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;But we could <em>never<\/em> be together.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>Deeper<\/p>\n<p>And deeper<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have my father&#8217;s teeth, but my mother&#8217;s bite This makes me good at fighting, And bad at everything else I snap bones Draw blood Break hearts And still I swear I&#8217;m more of a lover than a fighter More of a loser than a winner. The kind of guy that only wants you when &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2018\/02\/28\/ode-to-that-straight-girl\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Ode to that straight girl&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":29,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2322"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/29"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2322"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2322\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2728,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2322\/revisions\/2728"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2322"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2322"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2322"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}