I am art
\nI have ascended
\nI am the creator
\nOf any
\nOf all
\nI am evil
\nIn your eyes
\nYour eyes are that of a human
\nYou cannot see me
\nIn my truest form
\nThat is my limitation
\nI am a god in all ways
\nExcept my physicality
\nI stand here
\nAnd I spit on this damned ground
\nI am god and man
\nFather and son
\nI take responsibility
\nFor myself
\nAnd am proud
\nThat is the man in me speaking
\nI am all man
\nI am all man
\nI spit again
\nI scream
\nI claw my face away
\nI have to escape
\nThis is how they do it
\nThey trap me in this wicked physical state
\nJust long enough
\nFor me to
\nAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
\nI BLINK
\nI BLINK AND BLINK
\nBLINK BLINK BLINK
\nRESET
\nUNDO
\nFIX ME
\nI WAS WRONG
\nHELP ME
\nIt\u2019s too much
\nPlease
\nI can\u2019t handle existence
\nAny longer
\nPlease
\nLet me go
\nWhy am I like this
\nIf the curse of man
\nIs understanding his mortality
\nWhat is mine
\nUnderstanding
\nExistence
\nIn all ways
\nPhysical
\nTemporary
\nOmnipotent
\nNothing
\nAll
\nThey all
\nLeave me
\nMe
\nMe
\nWrong
\nMe
\nHelp
\nWrong
\nHelp me help me
\nWrong
\nWords are broken
\nThey don\u2019t work
\nWe need to start over
\nHere\u2019s a new one
\nSorry, there\u2019s not a good translation
\nYour word \u201cfrustration\u201d is close
\nBut all wrong
\nAll wrong
\nLife
\nAnother broken word
\nThe word isn\u2019t evil
\nLike the thing of it
\nDread
\nThat\u2019s a good word
\nBut not enough
\nScreaming
\nNot the word
\nThe action
\nScreams are good words
\nI like what screams do
\nThey come from a place
\nSomeplace
\nI don\u2019t care to know where
\nLeave me alone
\nWhy are you looking at me like
\nTHAT
\nI am alone
\nWith me
\nJust me
\nJust the two of us
\nEvil
\nBoth us
\nAll me
\nGo away
\nSeparate me
\nPull me apart like Velcro
\nTear my soul
\nBoth sides are corroded and
\nPlease take me apart
\nI just need to get away from me
\nAnd I agree with me
\nWe should just
\nI\u2019m glad you\u2019re being sensible
\nAs am I
\nSo go
\nWhere
\nOkay
\nNo
\nI left
\nYou came with me
\nWhat if we go in opposite directions
\nWHAT ARE YOU DOING
\nWHY
\nWHY CAN\u2019T I GET AWAY FROM YOU
\nCONJOINED
\nCUT ME APART
\nWHAT IS DEATH
\nWHAT HAPPENS
\nI NEED TO KNOW
\nI NEED TO DO IT AND COME BACK
\nI CAN\u2019T COME BACK IF I DO IT
\nAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
\nWhy
\nWhy can\u2019t I just check
\nI just want to know before I make any decisions
\nI want to see the house before I buy it
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