{"id":20552,"date":"2024-10-31T09:47:46","date_gmt":"2024-10-31T14:47:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=20552"},"modified":"2024-10-31T09:47:47","modified_gmt":"2024-10-31T14:47:47","slug":"disconnection-a-journal-entry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2024\/10\/31\/disconnection-a-journal-entry\/","title":{"rendered":"Disconnection: A Journal Entry"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>So. We&#8217;re here. I broke my phone. It was bound to happen. Made out of simple glass, plastic, and lots of computer parts, it wasn&#8217;t the strongest thing on earth. I&#8217;m reasonably upset about it, I feel. It&#8217;s a big part of my life. It&#8217;s how I connect with the world, my friends, how I speak to my family, and how I keep myself in check. I use it for reminders, alarms, emails and the like. It&#8217;s an incredibly important part of my daily life. I use alarms to wake up and to keep track of time. I use my calendar to plan for things and to make sure I don&#8217;t have anything going on when I&#8217;m trying to schedule things. Music is an insanely big part of my life, so that&#8217;s another thing that I use my phone for. I text and call my parents and family with it. I scroll through social media, which admittedly, isn&#8217;t the best use of my time. I jot down notes in it, which now really sucks because I had a lot of writing ideas in my notes that I&#8217;m not entirely sure I&#8217;ll be able to get back. I&#8217;m sure this is how it felt when the Library of Alexandria burned down but on a much larger and more dramatic scale. I wonder why I&#8217;m so attached to my phone and then I realize, it&#8217;s my everything. My parents had the luxury of growing up without all these devices but I&#8217;m sure they had something similar. I&#8217;m sure their parents thought they had something they were unreasonably attached to. It&#8217;s interesting to see how many people tell me, &#8220;You have an opportunity to disconnect, now!&#8221; I don&#8217;t enjoy disconnecting. It highlights how easily bored I get, and how much I don&#8217;t like people. It&#8217;s also a little difficult to watch everyone be on their phones and not be looking around, even though I know the minute I get a replacement phone, I&#8217;ll be exactly the same.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not good at journal entries, so I took to this as more of a conversation, or just me rambling and talking\u00a0<em>at\u00a0<\/em>someone.<\/p>\n<p>-Jude<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So. We&#8217;re here. I broke my phone. It was bound to happen. Made out of simple glass, plastic, and lots of computer parts, it wasn&#8217;t the strongest thing on earth. I&#8217;m reasonably upset about it, I feel. It&#8217;s a big part of my life. It&#8217;s how I connect with the world, my friends, how I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2024\/10\/31\/disconnection-a-journal-entry\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Disconnection: A Journal Entry&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":104,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[379,48],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20552"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/104"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20552"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20552\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20555,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20552\/revisions\/20555"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20552"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20552"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20552"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}