\u201cStop\u201d one of the researcher’s says to me sternly as I stifled a gag. \u201cHow the hell do I just stop it\u2019s natural to want to hurl or cry at a situation like this\u201d I say with bile still tickling the back of my throat. I wish I never took this job. All I wanted to do was explore new places, preferably places where everyone was still alive. \u201cOh my God James snap out of it it\u2019s already our third week at this site can you stop crying over every- body we come across\u201d I hate Charles so much I swear the dude is a psycho \u201cWell sorry Mr. Sociopath not everybody is used to seeing dead children and just moving on\u201d he looks at me with a pissed faces and storms off \u201cgood riddance\u201d I huff as I go to examine the toys left behind. Now this is where I am serious where I give a fuck about my job. I carefully put it into one the special containers we have for contaminated subjects I still hold it as far from me as I can I remember Malisa used to handle the objects without a care. That was until we discovered the hole in the glove of her hazmat suit that was until she died a week later. I try not to think about that though or how dangerous my job is I just think about how I\u2019m in Korea and how I have good pay. \u201cWould you hurry up and stop staring at that creepy fucking doll\u201d God I hate everyone on this team I know they are just probably desensitized as they\u2019ve been on this mission much longer than me. I could never be like them. I\u2019ve made it my mission to honor every-body and subject I come across. \u201cYeah, yeah I\u2019m coming no need to be so rude\u201d I quickly zip the bag and run to catch up with team.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Day 50 entry-<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Things are going to hell in the lab, and I don\u2019t know why. I remember waking up, getting zipped into my suit and then getting knocked out by something red. I don\u2019t know why I\u2019m logging right now but it\u2019s the only thing on my computer that doesn\u2019t require some form of outside service. I\u2019m also really fucking scared right now not going to lie everyone is missing well most of them at least the ones I found were dead. I feel bad obviously but all of them had no respect for this place anyway, so I hope my nice teammates are somewhere safe. I need to log off though and go examine the area. I hope I can either get a cell service or at least find someone living.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Day 52 entry-<\/span><\/i>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n I got some communication services back online, but I still feel like I should journal to keep my sanity. I don\u2019t know what\u2019s more unsettling, the fact that I found all my teammates\u2019 bodies or the fact that all the victims are gone. I also feel like I\u2019m being watched but I also haven\u2019t slept in two days. I\u2019ve been pouring over our protocol manuals but there isn\u2019t any part in the manuals you can flip to that explains where to find what to do when you find all your team dead and mauled. I also really need to know how to clean my suit because it\u2019s starting to get dirty, and Rob was the only person who got trained on how to sanitize these bulky things.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n I have currently been working on a story in a format similar to this blogspace feel free to read and leave helpful critiques or ask questions about my characters upcoming entries! 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