{"id":18719,"date":"2023-12-15T12:00:43","date_gmt":"2023-12-15T18:00:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=18719"},"modified":"2023-12-15T12:00:47","modified_gmt":"2023-12-15T18:00:47","slug":"continuation-on-a-large-project","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2023\/12\/15\/continuation-on-a-large-project\/","title":{"rendered":"Continuation on a Large Project"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"240\" height=\"180\" src=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/th.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-18722\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>So for this week&#8217;s blog I was struggling with a topic that I had felt passionate about for a while, and while I have a few things in the works I think that I will most likely save them for future dates, so for today I decided I wanted to sample a bit of my novel and if you don&#8217;t mind I would love feedback on my introduction on anyone willing to give it. Thanks!!! :)))<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSo, what does it mean.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jude hated this question. \u201cWhat does it mean,\u201d as if his words would give light to the beauties within the elaborate winding halls of Washington DC\u2019s National Gallery of Art. It was as if the reflection of the large marble pillars across the museum had reflected poorly into the eyes of these tourists and left them unable to think straight. \u201cWhat does it mean?\u201d Jude scoffed under his breath as he walked past Abir, his coworker giving a tour. Jude had never been one to have a high tolerance for people who asked arbitrary questions like that, at least when it came to art. Maybe it was because he was pretentious, or maybe it was because of those late nights where he would wake up and go to the bathroom and look at himself, looking for something. He was looking for a part of himself that he could not find, not because he lost it or he was lacking that specific attribute, it was because it was here in this museum. In the paintings, in the slick, washed, hardwood floors, in the white collared shirt, black suit, and golden name tag that he was required to wear everyday when he came into work. Every time he walked among the art he knew that he had felt more complete than he had in his entire life, and some people had the audacity to ask what it meant.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As 5pm finally struck and the nightly Janitors came in, Jude, finally grabbing his long wool overcoat and taking his black earmuffs out of his bag, began to traverse down the concrete stairs in the front of the building. 59 steps. There were 59 steps going down the museum staircase, and Jude lightly rested his polished black loafers on every single one. A routine that he had picked up a few months ago. This wasn\u2019t the extent of the small details that he had discovered about the museum in the four years that he had worked there however. The number of benches on every floor, the steps it took to get from one exhibit to another, these details kept Jude\u2019s mind occupied during the times that he found the museum barren and all the tasks that he had been assigned completed.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><br \/><br \/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The path back home was long, not because he had to walk two blocks to the subway station and take two trains, but because he had left his copy of the Piquit Papers next to his bedside that morning so the extent of his entertainment on the ride home was now bound to whatever he could hear the people on the subway talking about. He owned a cell phone, however that was only because of his mother, who insisted if he was going to leave Chicago that he was to at least have a mode of communication with her.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t know Amy, it\u2019s not like I don\u2019t understand what she\u2019s saying she\u2019s just being too much, ya know?\u201d\u00a0 The women sitting adjacent to Jude on the train that afternoon said into her cell phone,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cExactly, it\u2019s like she\u2019s making me out to be the bad guy.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jude always found himself with a lower tolerance of people that he considered loud, while a part of it was because of an annoyance accompanied with a slight headache, another part of it seemed to be a sense of envy. Envy that there were people out there who did not feel bound to the ever strickening confines of their own anxiety.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cShe just keeps doing it and to be honest Amy it\u2019s getting on my nerves\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJesus,\u201d Jude thought to himself, turning his headphones on as he connected it to his phone, classical jazz beginning to erupt into his ears.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cGod that\u2019s so much better,\u201d Jude said to himself. A blend of brass and piano beginning to drown out the honking of horns, the screeching of the train on the tracks to a halt, the opening of the doors. If it wasn\u2019t for the sudden movement throughout the metro car then Jude would have missed his stop completely. But as he finally found himself stepping upon the platform and the cold\u00a0 November air of DC entrapping the exposed skin on his face.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So for this week&#8217;s blog I was struggling with a topic that I had felt passionate about for a while, and while I have a few things in the works I think that I will most likely save them for future dates, so for today I decided I wanted to sample a bit of my &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2023\/12\/15\/continuation-on-a-large-project\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Continuation on a Large Project&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":90,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18719"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/90"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18719"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18719\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18740,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18719\/revisions\/18740"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18719"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18719"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18719"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}