{"id":16097,"date":"2022-09-23T10:08:59","date_gmt":"2022-09-23T15:08:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=16097"},"modified":"2022-09-23T10:09:02","modified_gmt":"2022-09-23T15:09:02","slug":"how-ive-been-feeling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2022\/09\/23\/how-ive-been-feeling\/","title":{"rendered":"How I’ve Been Feeling"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I\u2019m a literary so let\u2019s be honest I’m always writing, but today I want to show you guys what I do when I’m not writing. It doesn\u2019t happen a lot, because I have a good amount of work to keep up with but whenever I do get to engage in the hobbies I love, it is magical. I love to create art but not only words on the page, I love drawing as well. I got bored and drew a picture that I could analyze and describe specifically for this blog.<\/span> <\/span><\/p>\n

     When I drew this picture, I didn\u2019t really have anything in mind. I didn\u2019t have any inspiration or reference photo. I just put a line on the page and kept going. Everything I draw tends to be pretty colorful, and vibrant. It also turns out very abstract. I was never one to plan something out AND THEN DRAW IT. <\/span> <\/span><\/p>\n

     THE PICTURE I DREW LOOKS LIKE PLANKTON\u2019S WIFE KAREN ON THE NICKELODEON SHOW SPONGEBOB. IT KIND OF REMINDS ME OF A ROBOT, THROWING A BIRTHDAY PARTY, BECAUSE OF THE WAY I DREW THE HEAD. THE TAIL KIND OF REMINDS ME OF A 2 PERSON HALLOWEEN COSTUME SPECIFICALLY A HORSE IF I\u2019M LOOKING AT THE SMALL TAIL, AND A PEACOCK IF I\u2019M LOOKING AT THE BIG ONE. I DON\u2019T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO THINK OF IT.<\/span> <\/span><\/p>\n

     I DREW THIS PICTURE TO KIND OF EXPRESS HOW I’VE BEEN FEELING LATELY WHICH IS OVERWHELMED, OVERUSED, AND OVERPOWERED. THE 12 ELECTRICAL CORDS TRYING TO FIT INTO 2 ELECTRICAL SOCKETS IS EXPRESSING HOW MUCH WEIGHT AND PRESSURE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE ON MY HEAD, AND THE SPARKS FLYING OUT OF THE OUTLET IS THE SIGN THAT IT\u2019S ABOUT TO BLOW UP. THE WALL OUTLET REPRESENTS ME IN REAL LIFE. EVERYONE IS TRYING TO CHARGE THEMSELVES OFF OF ME, BUT I CAN\u2019T HELP EVERYONE. SO MANY PEOPLE NEED ME TO THE POINT WHERE I FEEL AS IF I WILL EXPLODE. I CAN\u2019T HELP THEM ALL, AND I DON\u2019T WANT TOO.  I JUST WANT TO BE ME. I WANT TO BE FREE. I don\u2019t want to be stuck helping kids my age with menial little tasks. I don\u2019t mind helping people but once you start helping them it eventually gets to a point where they literally won\u2019t stop asking. That in itself is aggravating. The 3 different facial expressions that I have drawn at the top are my mood options and I cannot decide how I feel.<\/span> <\/span><\/p>\n

     Whenever I make up my mind about how I feel I\u2019ll circle one of those faces, but until then I am undecided. <\/span> <\/span><\/p>\n

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I\u2019m a literary so let\u2019s be honest I’m always writing, but today I want to show you guys what I do when I’m not writing. It doesn\u2019t happen a lot, because I have a good amount of work to keep up with but whenever I do get to engage in the hobbies I love, it … Continue reading “How I’ve Been Feeling”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":82,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16097"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/82"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16097"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16097\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16136,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16097\/revisions\/16136"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16097"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16097"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16097"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}