{"id":14424,"date":"2022-01-26T15:18:28","date_gmt":"2022-01-26T21:18:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=14424"},"modified":"2022-01-26T15:18:31","modified_gmt":"2022-01-26T21:18:31","slug":"change-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2022\/01\/26\/change-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Change"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Things change. That&#8217;s the way life is. Sometimes change can affect us in ways we don&#8217;t expect. To some extent, this is what happened to me. I became obsessed with change. Specifically with my writing. I had grown tired of the way my writing was, and tired of the topics I was covering. I wanted to find a &#8220;simplicity&#8221; that I could use. After all, writing like you&#8217;ve lost your mind can very easily cause one to lose their mind.<\/p>\n<p>More importantly, I had grown to have a better perception of who I was. All of my writing had become a cry for stability and identity. Well, that&#8217;s what I had thought at the time. What it really was, was a cry out of desperation. I had trapped myself in a cycle of sorts where I couldn&#8217;t give way to anything that I felt was meaningful.<\/p>\n<p>This caused a dissonance between me and my writing. Affecting me to the extent that I had temporarily stopped writing altogether. Of course, that didn&#8217;t last long. I&#8217;m a writer, that&#8217;s the one thing that I can say with certainty.<\/p>\n<p>I haven&#8217;t lost that dissonance quite yet, but I believe that that is a good thing. It has become much less of a dissonance between me and my writing, but simply between me and myself. It is a dissonance that I can use within my writing to improve my skills.<\/p>\n<p>But regardless, I believe that over the next few months, I will be writing in search of &#8220;Serenity&#8221;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Things change. That&#8217;s the way life is. Sometimes change can affect us in ways we don&#8217;t expect. To some extent, this is what happened to me. I became obsessed with change. Specifically with my writing. I had grown tired of the way my writing was, and tired of the topics I was covering. I wanted &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2022\/01\/26\/change-2\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Change&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":77,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14424"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/77"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=14424"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14424\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14428,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14424\/revisions\/14428"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=14424"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=14424"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=14424"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}