I\u2019m Sorry<\/b><\/p>\n
I\u2019m sorry for all the mistakes I\u2019ve made<\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry I can\u2019t keep things straight<\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry sometimes I get so mad<\/span><\/p>\n Sometimes to cover up the bad<\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry my feelings don\u2019t make sense<\/span><\/p>\n I\u2019m sorry my apologies aren\u2019t enough<\/span><\/p>\n I could never bring people back<\/span><\/p>\n So I lay awake in the tear-stained black.<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Why do I feel as I will never be enough<\/span><\/p>\n Maybe it was being compared to people my whole existence<\/span><\/p>\n Maybe it was so many people trampling my heart<\/span><\/p>\n I apologize a million times a day\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n But never enough for the big mistake\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n The big mistake that is me.<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Every time I\u2019m around<\/span><\/p>\n People seem to get hurt<\/span><\/p>\n I try to make people smile<\/span><\/p>\n Then…<\/span><\/p>\n why is everyone staring?<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n This is a poem I wrote as a sort of vent for myself.\u00a0 Definitely not the best thing I have written, but it was not supposed to be.\u00a0 It was simply to get the thoughts out of my head.\u00a0 I often feel like I am not worthy of normal things.\u00a0 So common to me is the feeling of insignificance.\u00a0 \u00a0<\/p>\n Life always seems to throw things at me that I can’t seem to dodge.\u00a0 Sometimes they are so hard to avoid because even I don’t see them coming.\u00a0 \u00a0Then again, sometimes, I can and still just can’t prevent it.\u00a0 I try, I try my best to prevent all the things thrown at me but they come too fast and are thrown too hard to be stopped.\u00a0 After all, you can’t dodge a speeding bullet.\u00a0 That really is what it feels like sometimes, that you are just getting shot repeatedly.\u00a0 Then instead of someone helping you up they take the opportunity to shoot you while you are down.\u00a0 The best way I can explain it is: to see someone injured and take the chance to hurt them even more because they are less able to fight back. That’s pretty much how it’s like.<\/p>\n I guess the lesson here is to be kind to people who are already hurting.\u00a0 No one wants to be shot, but absolutely no one wants to be shot repeatedly.\u00a0 So, just be nice. If you have a problem with them, try talking to them 1 on 1 instead of just cancelling them in front of people because it makes you feel superior.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I\u2019m Sorry I\u2019m sorry for all the mistakes I\u2019ve made I\u2019m sorry I can\u2019t keep things straight I\u2019m sorry sometimes I get so mad Sometimes to cover up the bad I\u2019m sorry my feelings don\u2019t make sense I\u2019m sorry my apologies aren\u2019t enough I could never bring people back So I lay awake in the … Continue reading “I’m Sorry”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":65,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11273"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/65"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11273"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11273\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11303,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11273\/revisions\/11303"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11273"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11273"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11273"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}