{"id":10524,"date":"2020-11-13T09:50:52","date_gmt":"2020-11-13T15:50:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=10524"},"modified":"2020-11-13T09:50:55","modified_gmt":"2020-11-13T15:50:55","slug":"still-figuring-it-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2020\/11\/13\/still-figuring-it-out\/","title":{"rendered":"Still Figuring It Out&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>These past few months have been especially hard for me, and the global pandemic hasn&#8217;t helped.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I thought I had my whole life figured out. I thought I knew who I was, but man, was I wrong.<\/p>\n<p>Being student body president, has been one of the greatest experiences. I get to wake up every day with a purpose because I love what I am doing. I love what I am cultivating within my community, but I won&#8217;t lie, it&#8217;s also been so hard for me. Before, my purpose was writing, but now, I&#8217;m a leader. I have people who look up to me, who are counting on me, and of course, I didn&#8217;t just stop being a writer. I will always be a writer. I will <em>always<\/em> have that passion and drive to write and to tell my truth, but now, I have two roles that buy for my attention.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I have to be a writer but I also have to be a leader, and some days, I just don&#8217;t know how to be both. I don&#8217;t know who I am. Am I &#8220;Maleigh, RISE editor-in-chief&#8221;? &#8220;Maleigh, literary artist&#8221;? or &#8220;Maleigh, student body president&#8221;? To choose, is one the hardest things because I am all at the same time, and finding a balance has been quite the challenge. There&#8217;s this internal battle within me, and I don&#8217;t who&#8217;s the winner.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>These past few months have been especially hard for me, and the global pandemic hasn&#8217;t helped.\u00a0 I thought I had my whole life figured out. I thought I knew who I was, but man, was I wrong. Being student body president, has been one of the greatest experiences. I get to wake up every day &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2020\/11\/13\/still-figuring-it-out\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Still Figuring It Out&#8230;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":50,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10524"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/50"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10524"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10524\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10534,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10524\/revisions\/10534"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10524"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10524"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10524"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}