{"id":10096,"date":"2020-10-21T12:35:37","date_gmt":"2020-10-21T17:35:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/?p=10096"},"modified":"2020-10-21T12:36:15","modified_gmt":"2020-10-21T17:36:15","slug":"weird-alone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/2020\/10\/21\/weird-alone\/","title":{"rendered":"Weird Alone"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Hey\u00a0<\/span>y\u2019all<\/span>! Here I am, again<\/span>. <\/span><\/p>\n

I have come across a series of unfortunate events. A series of events that has led me to endure living on my own<\/span>\u00a0for the past couple days.\u00a0 It was not nearly as fun as I thought it would be.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

First<\/span>\u00a0off, I never realized how much work thinking of dinner ideas was. It may seem very lazy or dumb on my part, but\u00a0<\/span>there is a\u00a0<\/span>such a\u00a0<\/span>struggle\u00a0<\/span>for me\u00a0<\/span>in generating meal ideas. On top of that, then I\u00a0have to\u00a0make it, and then on top of that, I\u00a0have to\u00a0put up all the leftovers, and on top of\u00a0<\/span>that\u00a0<\/span><\/i>on top of that, then the kitchen and all the dirty dishes\u00a0have to\u00a0be cleaned. All in\u00a0<\/span>all,<\/span>\u00a0it\u00a0<\/span>is a process that<\/span>\u00a0exhausts my little gay self and leaves me slumped on the couch watching my\u00a0<\/span>kdramas<\/span>\u00a0<\/span>(<\/span>Korean<\/span>\u00a0dramas)\u00a0<\/span>until I fall asleep.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

O<\/span>H MY GOD<\/span>, and don\u2019t even get me started on the quietness. I never realized how even just having one person in the house changes the feeling of the sounds so much.<\/span>\u00a0Like, now when it\u2019s quiet, I feel so scared and wan<\/span>t to<\/span>\u00a0turn on every light\u00a0<\/span>o<\/span>n the house. Before though,<\/span>\u00a0I guess it may have been the same level of noise I just never had the\u00a0<\/span>opportunity<\/span>\u00a0to focus on\u00a0it?\u00a0I\u2019m not\u00a0really sure. I hope you get\u00a0<\/span>what I mean. Maybe if I was in a big city it wouldn\u2019t be so bad<\/span>\u00a0because there would at least be cars, trains, airplanes, and other\u00a0<\/span>miscellaneous<\/span>\u00a0noise.<\/span>\u00a0Who\u00a0<\/span>knows?<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Another thing I\u2019ve faced is that I just don\u2019t like going places alone. Like, I go to school<\/span>, but then after and before\u00a0<\/span>it’s<\/span>\u00a0just me and my solo adventures. The idea has potential for fun because of the freedom to do whatever\u00a0<\/span>I\u00a0<\/span>want, but I\u00a0still have\u00a0yet to feel that way<\/span>.<\/span>\u00a0<\/span>I just get home, and don\u2019t really know what show to watch, when to go to bed, when to eat, or just what to do in general.\u00a0<\/span>I am most likely just too indecisive for this very temporary lifestyle I am going through.\u00a0<\/span>Oh well!\u00a0<\/span><\/i>Everything is just\u00a0<\/span>kind of<\/span>\u00a0more boring.<\/span>\u00a0Like, I have no one to go\u00a0off of\u00a0for entertainment. It\u2019s such a bizarre feeling really.\u00a0<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I guess living alone just isn\u2019t for me, or maybe it\u00a0<\/span>is,<\/span>\u00a0and I just haven\u2019t found my groove yet.<\/span>\u00a0I feel as though possibly some could thrive in an environment\u00a0<\/span>like<\/span>\u00a0mine, however, I am not that type.<\/span>\u00a0Maybe you could try it sometime! Hey who knows? Might just be you<\/span>r way…<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

But not\u00a0mine.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 :\/<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hey\u00a0y\u2019all! Here I am, again. I have come across a series of unfortunate events. A series of events that has led me to endure living on my own\u00a0for the past couple days.\u00a0 It was not nearly as fun as I thought it would be.\u00a0\u00a0 First\u00a0off, I never realized how much work thinking of dinner ideas … Continue reading “Weird Alone”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":60,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[75,66,76],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10096"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/60"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10096"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10096\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10097,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10096\/revisions\/10097"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10096"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10096"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.msabrookhaven.org\/literary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10096"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}